Do you know what it's like to wake up every morning and look into the mirror hoping that you'll see someone else's face other than yours looking back? Do you know what it feels like to me put down and always in the dark? Do you know what it's like to feel so alone like no one is there? To be so hopeless that you have no one to talk to? What it's like to be wanna be someone else? Or how it feels to have no one there to catch you when you fall over and over? Do you know how much it hurts to have the people you love the most go away and leave you behind in the dust, alone, scared, crying? Have you ever fell asleep crying because of how it hurts to even breathe? Or how it feels to have no one believe in you? Or never liking how you look or constantly getting bullied on the way you dress, how you act, or who you are? What if you knew someone like that? Would you reach out? Or let them slowly die on the inside? Would you be there to catch them? Or let them fall again and break even more? Would you try to understand how they feel? Or look at them like they are a freak? Do you know what they are going through? Do you think before you judge or speak? How do you think that they feel? Do you know what it's like to feel alone and depressed? Do you know what it's like to be bullied everyday? Just because you're gay, the music you like, the way you talk, dress, act? Just because you buy clothes from thrift stores and live in a place that's not a house? Just because your parents are divorced? Because you wear black and harm yourself? Would you care to even listen to them or care about what they go through everyday? Maybe you judge because someone judged you? Would you even care if that person committed suicide and it was your fault?
so i live in tucson arizona and and i was sooo excited to have my first concert be a nevershoutnever concert down in flagstaff arizona,
so i paid $100 dollars for tickets.
and i was psyched,
i mean you know (; it was a meet&greet pluss,
it was a small town so not many people were gonna be there !
so i get down to flagstaff,
and the day of the concert i get an email,
"due to the whether we are canceling the concert."
i was devistated,
they said i could get in free and i could have early admission, but my mom would'nt take me again ,
by the time we got back to tucson we'd spent $1000 dollars in total on the whole thing. pluss we were snowed into the hotel for another day after.
it was a horrible experience.
and like a month later he came down to tucson and had a concert!
but i wasnt able to cause of the huge dent in my wallet.
it sucks :/ i hope he comes down for a meet&greet soon again.
so i paid $100 dollars for tickets.
and i was psyched,
i mean you know (; it was a meet&greet pluss,
it was a small town so not many people were gonna be there !
so i get down to flagstaff,
and the day of the concert i get an email,
"due to the whether we are canceling the concert."
i was devistated,
they said i could get in free and i could have early admission, but my mom would'nt take me again ,
by the time we got back to tucson we'd spent $1000 dollars in total on the whole thing. pluss we were snowed into the hotel for another day after.
it was a horrible experience.
and like a month later he came down to tucson and had a concert!
but i wasnt able to cause of the huge dent in my wallet.
it sucks :/ i hope he comes down for a meet&greet soon again.