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posted by MJisLove4life
Cover Page To This Story(Ill Fix It Later)
Cover Page To This Story(Ill Fix It Later)
Chapter 1.

†Trigger Worning To Those Who Self Harm†

Nicole was born on March 3rd 1965 Nicole's childhood was great. Her mom and dad loved her very much. They went to Disney Land and a bunch of other places. But the fun and games came to a sad end one night.

Nicole has gone through a lot. In a short amount of time. Her parents died when she was seven due to a fatal accident on their anniversary. They were going to a restaurant for a romantic dinner. And since her grandparents didn't want to take care of her she lives in a foster home where everyone treats her as if she isn't there. The kids also make fun of her and they also do mean and awful things to her. She feels worthless and unloved all the time,she has depression.

She was diagnosed with depression on the one year anniversary of her parents death.

*1983*

Nicole is now 18. And she is working at a local diner. And from all of the money she saved up from previous jobs she had since she was 14 she got her first appartmant. Its not the greatest one but its a roof over her head.

When she got home from her long day at work she took a shower and while she was showering she looked at her legs and arms and all she saw were scars on top of scars. Nicole asked herself "Who would love a girl with scars?" Then she took a Razer and started to cut her left arm. She watched as her blood came out of her arm and washed away in the water. Then she whispered the cutters lullaby.

The Cutters Lullaby

Go To Sleep And Close Your Eyes

And Dream Of Broken Butterflies

They Tore Their Wings Against A Thorn

You Know The Pain They Have Bore

Silver Metal That Shines So Bright

Scarlet Blood That Feels So Right

Dream Of That Blood Trickling Down

And Wake Up Just Before You Drown

The Moonlight Shinning Off Your Tears

As You Bleed Out Your Own Worst Fears

So Tonight You Start To Cry

Whisper The Cutters Lullaby.

When Nicole said the last line she had tears in her eyes. Then she got out of the shower and dryed her self off. Then she put on her pj's and then she braded her long damped long hair and she went to bed and cried herself to sleep...

Nicole woke up the next morning to start another day of working and hiding her new wounds.

A/N Well This Is Chapter 1. Sorry In Advance If It Takes Me A Long Time To Update. This Is A Very Hard Story To Write. I Hope You Guys Understand!!! Credit Goes To Eternalmike For The Summary. I Hope I Will Be Able To Update This Story Often. And Ill Be Changing The Picture Of Michael To Match The Era.
posted by cherl12345
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posted by cherl12345
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posted by cherl12345
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posted by cherl12345
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posted by cherl12345
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posted by cherl12345
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i wondered how could this have happend to such a terrific person like michael as...
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posted by mjfanforever22
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After all, alongside older brother, Jackie, acting as talent scout and Katherine, they pulled some strings to get their father, Joe, to hear Michael sing landing...
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We pay homage to Michael by way, articles, poems, posting photographs and making our own trivia questions in order to share insight...
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posted by mjfanforever22
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posted by mjfanforever22
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posted by mj231
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posted by mj231
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They got dressed and took a walk around Neverland and talked...
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