Asad started to talk about his last relationship and looked a little gloom "She left me for a stupid delivery man. I was depressed for days." He said as I hugged him "It's okay. You're great guy and you might find the right somebody." I said as he smiled "Thank You." Asad blushed. Oh my goodness he was gorgeous! My God it was like meeting Michael's twin brother. We walked back to my truck and exchanged numbers "I'd love to see you another time , Ms.Nesha." He said as I blushed "Me too Mr.Asad." I said as he opened the door to let me in "Thank You." I said as he nodded then shut the door and waved me goodbye as I did the same. I was starstruck. This man had good looks. I was thrown off by his attractive body and face. I drove home thinking about Asad and how he was so hot. But I loved Michael and I can't be in a relationship with Asad. Even though Michael's in jail , I still remain committed to him. I pulled into the driveway and saw Danny's car was still there "I wonder what he's up to now." I said while I unlocked the door and to my surprise. Danny was going through my stuff like I didn't have any privacy "Hey! Danny get out of my stuff!" I demanded pushing him out of the closet "What the hell are you doing?" I asked as he smiled "I was bored so I just came in here and raided through the closet trying to find something." He said as I grabbed him by his tie "I have privacy. I like my privacy. My privacy is important to me. So if you mind. STAY. OUT. OF MY. CLOSET!" I was choking him with his tie "Ok. I got the memo." He choked as I dragged him to his car. Danny looked at me "I am so sorry." He said , leaning towards me "Danny...." I said , my voice trailing off. I felt his hand on my back , pulling me closer into his little circle of the psycho and obsessed "Kiss me." He whispered as leaned in and......SMACK!!.....I slapped him "Go see a therapist someday. Because you're totally obsessed." I said , walking away from him "So I'll call you?!" He yelled , hoping for a yes "Sure." I sarcastically answered "Really?" He asked. Before I closed the door I took a deep breath and said "When I'm dead." I slammed the door and took a shower.
I heard the phone ring as I put on a towel "Hello?" I answered "Hey babe." It was Michael "Oh God you're okay. How have you been doing?" I asked as he chuckled "I'm doing good. I wanted to call you and see if you survived. You know what I'm talking about?" Michael worried while I nodded "Yes I survived.but I'm still hurt , Michael." I said , a tear falling down my face "I know babe but it had to be done. I wanted to be done with this killer life." He whispered as I sobbed "Nesha , I did what was the most responsible thing to do. I love you too much to live like this." He continued "Nesha , go fall in love with someone else. I don't deserve you but someone else does." I nodded no "Michael don't talk like that. I don't want anybody else but you. Please don't say that." I begged "Baby I'm not the guy who deserves you. You're a genuine diamond. A rare beauty." He said while I cried then he hung up while I didthe same. My soul mate. My companion. My desires and needs. Has left me with a broken heart. I slid down to the floor and cried. I laid down in that spot for the whole night. Just when my day was going so well. Considering the fact that I made a friend and got a job. I got that sad phone call from Michael. I loved him too much for him to walk out on me like that. I was surprised and hurt. I cried so hard that night until I slept. I was weeping in my sleep. I was depressed once again. He was gone not just for five years but for the rest of my life. I found myself desperate for someone who loved me to walk in my life. That's probably in forever and never ending. I couldn't bare the hurt that sheltered me. It was like I shattered into a million pieces. I was dead inside.
I guess it was my fault for him to leave me. I missed the man who was in my life and who I planned to share my life with.
A knock approached my door "I'm coming." I groaned "It's Asad." A voice answered as I opened the door "Hey Asad. Come in. How did you find me?" I asked as he closed the door and hugged me "I was driving home and I saw your truck and guessed you lived here." He said as I told him to sit on the couch "Wow that's smart. I can get used to that." I smiled as he did the same. Asad was so hot. I need a cold shower like badly. He was wearing a grey shirt and black sweatpants. He was absolutely lovely "So...do you work out Nesha?" He asked as I blushed "Not really. I do it whenever I have the chance." He smiled then walked up to me "I asked you because you look so attractive. Your body is kind of built. No offense if there's any." Asad said , putting his hands up as I laughed "No it's ok. I get it a lot." I whispered. Asad was one attractive body too. You could see his six pack from his shirt that stuck to his body in a snug way. Asad was killing me with it all. He looked into my eyes "Women in my country never had an inch of the beauty you have. You're gorgeous." He said as I blushed "That's why I'm proud to be an American. You're very....cute too." I replied as we laughed "Cute?! That's all I get out of you. Cute?" Asad chuckled while holding my hands "I couldn't think of any other words." I giggled "Like what?" Asad asked while he leaned in to kiss me "Like funny. Sweet. Gorgeous. Sexy. Fucking hot." I whispered as his lips touched mine. Asad's hot tongue pushing into my mouth "Oh." I moaned as he pulled my towel down. I took his shirt off "Come on babe." Asad whispered. I could feel his hardness against me "Ummm." I moaned once more as he messaged me. I couldn't control myself.
I heard the phone ring as I put on a towel "Hello?" I answered "Hey babe." It was Michael "Oh God you're okay. How have you been doing?" I asked as he chuckled "I'm doing good. I wanted to call you and see if you survived. You know what I'm talking about?" Michael worried while I nodded "Yes I survived.but I'm still hurt , Michael." I said , a tear falling down my face "I know babe but it had to be done. I wanted to be done with this killer life." He whispered as I sobbed "Nesha , I did what was the most responsible thing to do. I love you too much to live like this." He continued "Nesha , go fall in love with someone else. I don't deserve you but someone else does." I nodded no "Michael don't talk like that. I don't want anybody else but you. Please don't say that." I begged "Baby I'm not the guy who deserves you. You're a genuine diamond. A rare beauty." He said while I cried then he hung up while I didthe same. My soul mate. My companion. My desires and needs. Has left me with a broken heart. I slid down to the floor and cried. I laid down in that spot for the whole night. Just when my day was going so well. Considering the fact that I made a friend and got a job. I got that sad phone call from Michael. I loved him too much for him to walk out on me like that. I was surprised and hurt. I cried so hard that night until I slept. I was weeping in my sleep. I was depressed once again. He was gone not just for five years but for the rest of my life. I found myself desperate for someone who loved me to walk in my life. That's probably in forever and never ending. I couldn't bare the hurt that sheltered me. It was like I shattered into a million pieces. I was dead inside.
I guess it was my fault for him to leave me. I missed the man who was in my life and who I planned to share my life with.
A knock approached my door "I'm coming." I groaned "It's Asad." A voice answered as I opened the door "Hey Asad. Come in. How did you find me?" I asked as he closed the door and hugged me "I was driving home and I saw your truck and guessed you lived here." He said as I told him to sit on the couch "Wow that's smart. I can get used to that." I smiled as he did the same. Asad was so hot. I need a cold shower like badly. He was wearing a grey shirt and black sweatpants. He was absolutely lovely "So...do you work out Nesha?" He asked as I blushed "Not really. I do it whenever I have the chance." He smiled then walked up to me "I asked you because you look so attractive. Your body is kind of built. No offense if there's any." Asad said , putting his hands up as I laughed "No it's ok. I get it a lot." I whispered. Asad was one attractive body too. You could see his six pack from his shirt that stuck to his body in a snug way. Asad was killing me with it all. He looked into my eyes "Women in my country never had an inch of the beauty you have. You're gorgeous." He said as I blushed "That's why I'm proud to be an American. You're very....cute too." I replied as we laughed "Cute?! That's all I get out of you. Cute?" Asad chuckled while holding my hands "I couldn't think of any other words." I giggled "Like what?" Asad asked while he leaned in to kiss me "Like funny. Sweet. Gorgeous. Sexy. Fucking hot." I whispered as his lips touched mine. Asad's hot tongue pushing into my mouth "Oh." I moaned as he pulled my towel down. I took his shirt off "Come on babe." Asad whispered. I could feel his hardness against me "Ummm." I moaned once more as he messaged me. I couldn't control myself.
You were there, before we came
You took the hurt, you took the shame
They built the walls to block your way
You beat them down, you won the day
It wasn't right, it wasn't fair
You taught them all, you made them care
Yes you were there and thanks to you
There's now a door, we all walk through
And we are here, for all to see
To be the best that we can be
Yes I am here...
'Cause you were there
You took the hurt, you took the shame
They built the walls to block your way
You beat them down, you won the day
It wasn't right, it wasn't fair
You taught them all, you made them care
Yes you were there and thanks to you
There's now a door, we all walk through
And we are here, for all to see
To be the best that we can be
Yes I am here...
'Cause you were there
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IN A WORLD FILLED WITH HATE WE MUST STILL LOVE
WITHOUT LOVE THE EARTH WOULD NOT BE TURNING THIS VERY MINUTE
IN A WORLD FILLED WITH DREAM CRUSHERS WE MUST STILL DARE TO DREAM
WITHOUT DREAMS ALOT OF DIFFERENT PEOPLE WOULD BE LOST
IN A WORLD FILLED WITH CRIMES,PROVERTY, AND WAR WE MUST STILL HAVE HOPE
WITHOUT HOPE THIS WORLD WOULD NOT BE HEAR
IN A WORLD FILLED WITHOUT YOU IN OUR LIVES
WE MUST STILL DARE TO BE AN INSPIRATION FOR OTHER PEOPLE WHO FIND OUT WHO
YOU ARE AND YOUR MUSIC