Our sin, is in the fact that we only saw or wanted to see what "we" created -a persona, and not, a "person". Michael Jackson was a pure, gifted, and deeply caring MAN who, at the end of the day.. had certain "ailments"..."feelings"..."hopes"...and need for "love" (just like the rest of us). HOW DARE WE JUDGE HIM.

I am a black female, 37, and loyal Michael Jackson fan who's 'heartbroken'. Just "sick" with emotion and disbelief over what appears to be the most evident TRUTH regarding "who" MJ was.

We can't allow this secret to stay undisclosed. For "MICHAEL", we have to set the record straight for those who haven't heard, nor believed the following....


A very "telling" article:
www.itwaslost.org/2007/04/special-report-is-michael-jackson.html

Now comparing this article and the attached pictures, one would have to agree that this theory/fact is the most plausable explanation for why Michael, was "Michael". Despite his talents, THIS initial, traumatic event in Michael Jackson's life... forever changed him. I am still in disbelief that this procedure was allowed to happen. When I read this story a few days ago, I was so taken aback that I had to post something.

"A child looks to his parents/loved one's, for unconditional "LOVE", "PROTECTION", "GUIDANCE", "COMPASSION","ACCEPTANCE". (My God!, how, in the world could you "face" Michael the next time you saw him)?!@ However it came to be, this is just unfathomable. "Blame" goes all the way around this family's "wall of silence" and I do believe that they ALL know.


link Heartbreak Hotel- "Michael's Message"
(This particular performance gave me a very visceral feeling/reaction).
"MICHAEL" is definitely trying to tell us all something here! (you can FEEL his emotion/torment especially towards the end of the video).

"SOMEONE EVIL HURT MY SOUL" ???
???.......TURNED AROUND AND TRIED TO HURT ME" Notice how Michael makes this sound throughout the song....."Chu-Chu"... (perhaps meaning..."snip snip"- seriously?!) 2:45- 2:52
Heartbreak Hotel ..."SO EVIL"! 3:17
"10 YRS. AGO TODAY"!!! 4:34 (check "what" year he wrote the song)
"YOU BROKE MY "BABIES"__??" 4:40
"WHAT'DYA DO TO ME!!?? 4:53

I also think that when he does his infamous, "HHHHEEEEEE!!!", he is somehow "cursing" his "tormentor(s)"(ie....."you robbed me of my manhood, so here's the "HIGH" pitch that you made certain, i'd maintain... by ANY MEANS NECCESSARY)!!"

Check the lyrics to many of Michael's songs, you will see an underlying "recurrening theme" (Smooth Criminal, Human Nature, especially).

Michael's thoughts/behavior were "normal" in his mind, due to his own circumstances. Again, "we have no right to judge him".

It's HORRIFIC to think of how much he suffered -and sufferend "alone"- until he died. I know he must have felt extreme "shame", wishing HE/WE could accept his true self. Wishing we'd "believe" him when he stated that he's not "gay", would NEVER harm a child. Michael "LOVED", despite everything UNIMAGINABLE, that he endured. Michael was BRILLIANT! "A Saint", if you ask me.

APPARENTLY, LIZA MINELLI ALSO KNEW ABOUT THIS, SINCE SHE DECLARED "ALL HELL WILL BREAK LOOSE WHEN THE AUTOPSY RESULTS ARE REVEALED"(I doubt that she was referring to Michael's alleged "drug abuse").


I think we "OWE" Michael his DIGNITY, even in "death" (ESPECIALLY...IN "DEATH"!)

Although I know that our beloved, Michael, is looking down from the "heavens", and would want us to "forgive".... Alas, I can "not". The "person" responsible is not worthy of the label "father"(never was)and, in my opinion... should pay DEARLY. As a mother of a son myself, I cannot even comprehend how a "mother" could allow such cruelty. I pray for the Jacksons', because now, the burden of INACTION will be thiers' to bear.

PLEASE pass this along to EVERYONE who'll listen! It's time to STAND UP for our "angel"... Michael.

"Michael Joseph Jackson", may you finally REST in eternal Peace. "We will love you, always...."


link (I think this video provides the "perfect" ending).



Regarding the photo's:
The first photo is of the most famous Castrato, Carlo Broschi Farinelli, whose body was exhumed for scientists to study the anatomical effects of castration. I post this photo because it is believed that Michael Jackson patterned his look after Farinelli in an attempt to tell the world what had happened to him.