The Following Morning
I woke up to something sleeping on my stomach. I looked and saw my cat, fast asleep on me, all curled up in a ball. I was shocked to see her.
'How did she get here?' I thought.
I began to sit up and she woke up. She saw me awake and she got off my stomach and sat next to me.
"How did you get here, Muffin? I was gonna pick you up today since I accidentally forgot you yesterday." I said, petting her head.
(Me: Unintentional rhymes!!! Haha.) "I took the opportunity to pick her up for you." Someone said.
I looked up and saw Michael standing in the doorway. I smiled a little and he walked over to me and sat on the bed. Muffin got up and walked over to Michael and rubbed against his arm and purred. He giggled and rubbed her head, scratching behind her ear. She licked his hand and it made him giggle more.
"Why are you giggling, Mike?"
"Her tongue tickles, that's why." He said, still giggling.
I giggled and saw her walk onto Michael's lap and she laid down. He smiled and rubbed her back, making her purr more.
I smiled a little. "She seems to like you, Michael."
Michael smiled a little and nodded. "Seems like it, huh? She's a sweet cat."
"She is. She loves to love up on anyone and everyone new." I giggled a little.
He giggled a little. "Well, there's no rehearsal today. Do you have work?"
"Surprisingly no. I don't have work today." I replied, after looking at my work schedule.
"Did you call in sick or something?"
"No. I think I asked for today off specifically. Even if they scheduled me to work today, they would've given me the day off because of my mom kicking me out."
"And our almost child?"
"Well, not exactly...I don't think they ever knew about it."
"How did they find out about your mother kicking you out?"
"The press...I knew I felt like I was being followed on the way here when I got in the taxi. And I had thought I saw some of them outside my window, hiding in the trees, listening in on us and me and my mom."
Michael sighed. "Of course...the press would always do that."
"I know, right?" I sighed. 'I wonder what my family is doing right this minute...'
At The House
Alex got inside the house and put his keys on the rack. "Beck, I'm home from an all-nighter at work!" He shouted.
He didn't hear a response, so he thought I was still asleep. He went up to his room and put his stuff down and noticed that the entire house was quiet. He didn't hear or see Muffin around and at that point, he knew something was wrong. He went to my room and knocked on my door.
"Beck? You in there?" He asked.
He didn't hear anything, so he opened my door and walked in and didn't see my stuff. The bed was cleared, no clothes in the dresser or in the closet, no books or movies or the few Disney stuffed animals I had on the shelves, nothing. Even my bathroom was cleared out. He looked around and couldn't find any trace of me or my stuff anywhere in my room. He looked at the bed and saw a folded up piece of paper that looked like it came from my diary (Me: which it did) and raised his eyebrow.
"Huh? What's this?"
He picked it up and opened it and read it silently to himself. When he read the part with the miscarriage, his eyes went wide.
'My sister...was pregnant?! How did we not notice that?!' He thought.
He continued reading over it and then he heard Ricky and Eric come into the room.
"What's up, Alex? Where's Becky?" Eric asked.
"She's gone."
"She died?" Ricky asked. "Who am I gonna pick on for fun now?"
"She's not dead, Ricky...Mom kicked her out."
"Kicked her out? For what?"
Alex handed them the note I left and they read it silently to themselves. It said:
Dear Family,
I'm sorry, but I have to leave you guys. I didn't wanna tell you guys this, but while I was dating Michael, he got me pregnant. But, because of the cut I got on my neck, I suffered a miscarriage with our first child. He and I are gonna try for another one since my wound has healed properly now. When I was talking to him on the phone, Mom heard our conversation about trying for another child and she kicked me out. That's why I had to leave. She expected me to be out of the house by midnight yesterday. Please don't think wrongly of me for this. I still love you guys. You're all still my family...I'll miss you all dearly.
Love,
Becky
xxxxx
P.S. I hope you guys know where Neverland Valley Ranch is, because that is where I'm staying. It's Michael's house. If you don't know where it is, just follow the roads in Los Angeles and you'll come across the gates of Neverland.
Eric was in shock. He couldn't believe that the youngest in the family...would be the first to get kicked out. Ricky kinda sorta knew what was going on, but it wasn't in full detail in his mind until now. Alex was worried, but knew I could take care of myself.
"Mom kicked her out because of a miscarriage?" Eric asked.
"No, she kicked Becky out because she had overheard her's and Michael's conversation of trying for another child." Alex replied.
"I told you that he would try something with her! He got her pregnant, she got a miscarriage-" Ricky was cut off.
"Ricky, shut up! She may be our baby sister, but she's 18 and her body can handle it. We can't always protect her from whoever she wants to be with. If she wants to be with Michael and start a family, then let her. It's her choice. Remember what mom told us?"
"By the time we're 18, we should be out of the house and having kids and getting married...not necessarily in that order. If you're not out of the house by the age of 18, I'll kick you out of the house."
"Exactly. This is her own path. Let her take it. She knows what to expect and what will happen."
Ricky gave in. He knew that I've made my own decisions before and created my own path, alongside God's path he left us. Straight and narrow was how mine was made, guaranteed a few little branches were made, but I did know what to expect. Especially with Michael.
Back At Neverland
Michael told me about the Family Day that was coming up and asked me if I wanted to go with him and meet his family the right way.
"Oh, I don't know, Michael. I'm a little afraid of your father." I said, sheepishly.
"Joseph? You're afraid of him, too?" He asked, a bit shocked.
I nodded a little. "Yeah. Aren't you?"
"Yeah. I thought I told you that before, Kitten. So, will you?"
I giggled. That was actually the first time he's called me that. He knew I could make little kitten sounds, so I guess he knew when to use the nickname. I thought about it for a little bit and nodded.
"Okay. I'll go with you. I would love to meet your family the proper way."
He giggled a little and smiled and kissed my forehead. "Good. Well, since we have some time together......wanna watch a movie in the theater?"
(Me: Ha! You thought we were gonna try again right there, huh? Got you all!) I giggled. "Sure. What movies do you have?"
"I have lots of them. Although...Peter Pan is my favorite."
"Really? It's my favorite, too!"
He giggled. "So, wanna watch Peter Pan?"
I smiled and nodded. "Yeah!"
He giggled again and we soon exited the house and went to the Neverland Theater and got some popcorn and candy. (Me: Unintentional usage of Carousel part!) We walked into the theater room and we soon started watching Peter Pan, occasionally acting as Peter Pan and Wendy and singing along with all the songs. It was all fun, we even had a popcorn fight and fed each other some candy. Well, tossing the candy pieces into each other's mouths. What would anyone expect? We were acting like a couple rowdy and crazy kids...but that's one reason why we love each other and how we got along so well.
I woke up to something sleeping on my stomach. I looked and saw my cat, fast asleep on me, all curled up in a ball. I was shocked to see her.
'How did she get here?' I thought.
I began to sit up and she woke up. She saw me awake and she got off my stomach and sat next to me.
"How did you get here, Muffin? I was gonna pick you up today since I accidentally forgot you yesterday." I said, petting her head.
(Me: Unintentional rhymes!!! Haha.) "I took the opportunity to pick her up for you." Someone said.
I looked up and saw Michael standing in the doorway. I smiled a little and he walked over to me and sat on the bed. Muffin got up and walked over to Michael and rubbed against his arm and purred. He giggled and rubbed her head, scratching behind her ear. She licked his hand and it made him giggle more.
"Why are you giggling, Mike?"
"Her tongue tickles, that's why." He said, still giggling.
I giggled and saw her walk onto Michael's lap and she laid down. He smiled and rubbed her back, making her purr more.
I smiled a little. "She seems to like you, Michael."
Michael smiled a little and nodded. "Seems like it, huh? She's a sweet cat."
"She is. She loves to love up on anyone and everyone new." I giggled a little.
He giggled a little. "Well, there's no rehearsal today. Do you have work?"
"Surprisingly no. I don't have work today." I replied, after looking at my work schedule.
"Did you call in sick or something?"
"No. I think I asked for today off specifically. Even if they scheduled me to work today, they would've given me the day off because of my mom kicking me out."
"And our almost child?"
"Well, not exactly...I don't think they ever knew about it."
"How did they find out about your mother kicking you out?"
"The press...I knew I felt like I was being followed on the way here when I got in the taxi. And I had thought I saw some of them outside my window, hiding in the trees, listening in on us and me and my mom."
Michael sighed. "Of course...the press would always do that."
"I know, right?" I sighed. 'I wonder what my family is doing right this minute...'
At The House
Alex got inside the house and put his keys on the rack. "Beck, I'm home from an all-nighter at work!" He shouted.
He didn't hear a response, so he thought I was still asleep. He went up to his room and put his stuff down and noticed that the entire house was quiet. He didn't hear or see Muffin around and at that point, he knew something was wrong. He went to my room and knocked on my door.
"Beck? You in there?" He asked.
He didn't hear anything, so he opened my door and walked in and didn't see my stuff. The bed was cleared, no clothes in the dresser or in the closet, no books or movies or the few Disney stuffed animals I had on the shelves, nothing. Even my bathroom was cleared out. He looked around and couldn't find any trace of me or my stuff anywhere in my room. He looked at the bed and saw a folded up piece of paper that looked like it came from my diary (Me: which it did) and raised his eyebrow.
"Huh? What's this?"
He picked it up and opened it and read it silently to himself. When he read the part with the miscarriage, his eyes went wide.
'My sister...was pregnant?! How did we not notice that?!' He thought.
He continued reading over it and then he heard Ricky and Eric come into the room.
"What's up, Alex? Where's Becky?" Eric asked.
"She's gone."
"She died?" Ricky asked. "Who am I gonna pick on for fun now?"
"She's not dead, Ricky...Mom kicked her out."
"Kicked her out? For what?"
Alex handed them the note I left and they read it silently to themselves. It said:
Dear Family,
I'm sorry, but I have to leave you guys. I didn't wanna tell you guys this, but while I was dating Michael, he got me pregnant. But, because of the cut I got on my neck, I suffered a miscarriage with our first child. He and I are gonna try for another one since my wound has healed properly now. When I was talking to him on the phone, Mom heard our conversation about trying for another child and she kicked me out. That's why I had to leave. She expected me to be out of the house by midnight yesterday. Please don't think wrongly of me for this. I still love you guys. You're all still my family...I'll miss you all dearly.
Love,
Becky
xxxxx
P.S. I hope you guys know where Neverland Valley Ranch is, because that is where I'm staying. It's Michael's house. If you don't know where it is, just follow the roads in Los Angeles and you'll come across the gates of Neverland.
Eric was in shock. He couldn't believe that the youngest in the family...would be the first to get kicked out. Ricky kinda sorta knew what was going on, but it wasn't in full detail in his mind until now. Alex was worried, but knew I could take care of myself.
"Mom kicked her out because of a miscarriage?" Eric asked.
"No, she kicked Becky out because she had overheard her's and Michael's conversation of trying for another child." Alex replied.
"I told you that he would try something with her! He got her pregnant, she got a miscarriage-" Ricky was cut off.
"Ricky, shut up! She may be our baby sister, but she's 18 and her body can handle it. We can't always protect her from whoever she wants to be with. If she wants to be with Michael and start a family, then let her. It's her choice. Remember what mom told us?"
"By the time we're 18, we should be out of the house and having kids and getting married...not necessarily in that order. If you're not out of the house by the age of 18, I'll kick you out of the house."
"Exactly. This is her own path. Let her take it. She knows what to expect and what will happen."
Ricky gave in. He knew that I've made my own decisions before and created my own path, alongside God's path he left us. Straight and narrow was how mine was made, guaranteed a few little branches were made, but I did know what to expect. Especially with Michael.
Back At Neverland
Michael told me about the Family Day that was coming up and asked me if I wanted to go with him and meet his family the right way.
"Oh, I don't know, Michael. I'm a little afraid of your father." I said, sheepishly.
"Joseph? You're afraid of him, too?" He asked, a bit shocked.
I nodded a little. "Yeah. Aren't you?"
"Yeah. I thought I told you that before, Kitten. So, will you?"
I giggled. That was actually the first time he's called me that. He knew I could make little kitten sounds, so I guess he knew when to use the nickname. I thought about it for a little bit and nodded.
"Okay. I'll go with you. I would love to meet your family the proper way."
He giggled a little and smiled and kissed my forehead. "Good. Well, since we have some time together......wanna watch a movie in the theater?"
(Me: Ha! You thought we were gonna try again right there, huh? Got you all!) I giggled. "Sure. What movies do you have?"
"I have lots of them. Although...Peter Pan is my favorite."
"Really? It's my favorite, too!"
He giggled. "So, wanna watch Peter Pan?"
I smiled and nodded. "Yeah!"
He giggled again and we soon exited the house and went to the Neverland Theater and got some popcorn and candy. (Me: Unintentional usage of Carousel part!) We walked into the theater room and we soon started watching Peter Pan, occasionally acting as Peter Pan and Wendy and singing along with all the songs. It was all fun, we even had a popcorn fight and fed each other some candy. Well, tossing the candy pieces into each other's mouths. What would anyone expect? We were acting like a couple rowdy and crazy kids...but that's one reason why we love each other and how we got along so well.
TMZ has learned Michael Jackson's tomb has been defaced by a stealth band of vandals -- who have marked the walls of MJ's mausoleum with hidden messages ... and it's all in permanent ink.
Security at Forest Lawn in Glendale, CA is on the lookout for "fans" who have been writing messages in hard-to-spot places outside the main window of the building in which MJ is entombed.
The writing is mostly hidden underneath ledges -- or in spots covered by bushes -- and contains messages like, "Miss you" and "Keep the dream alive."
Reps at Forest Lawn are pretty ticked off -- telling TMZ, "Activity such as this, is a prime example why we are evaluating the level of access to the various entrances of the Great Mausoleum."
Forest Lawn also tells us that anyone caught vandalizing the cemetery will be banned for life.
Security at Forest Lawn in Glendale, CA is on the lookout for "fans" who have been writing messages in hard-to-spot places outside the main window of the building in which MJ is entombed.
The writing is mostly hidden underneath ledges -- or in spots covered by bushes -- and contains messages like, "Miss you" and "Keep the dream alive."
Reps at Forest Lawn are pretty ticked off -- telling TMZ, "Activity such as this, is a prime example why we are evaluating the level of access to the various entrances of the Great Mausoleum."
Forest Lawn also tells us that anyone caught vandalizing the cemetery will be banned for life.
A poem I dedicated to Michael .
I woke up one day, I found at you were gone
and now I'm sitting here listening to
this sad song.
When I look at the sky at night, I wonder
If I could see you one day in heaven, I can
Feel your presence seven days a week, you’re
In my dreams, they seem to be real until I wake up
And my heart is hurting
Wherever you are, I feel you close no matter
How far or how near
Why did you go? One day I will know,
You never said goodbye,
There must be a reason why, that’s why I cry
I woke up one day, I found at you were gone
and now I'm sitting here listening to
this sad song.
When I look at the sky at night, I wonder
If I could see you one day in heaven, I can
Feel your presence seven days a week, you’re
In my dreams, they seem to be real until I wake up
And my heart is hurting
Wherever you are, I feel you close no matter
How far or how near
Why did you go? One day I will know,
You never said goodbye,
There must be a reason why, that’s why I cry
FAST PEOPLE GO TO THIS LINK AND POST A TRIBUTE FOR MICHAEL BEFORE TOMORROW WE NEED 1 MILLION TRIBUTES AND WE ONLY HAVE 630,183 FAST FAST FAST PEOPLE THIS IS URGENT WE NEED IT FOR MICHAELS SAKE PLEASE TRIBUTE HIM
I KNOW I LOVE MICHAEL
I KNOW YOU LOVE MICHAEL
I KNOW WE ALL LOVE MICHAEL
I KNOW I WANT THE BEST FOR HIM, HIS FANS, HIS KIDS, AND ALL THE LOVING PEOPLE
I KNOW YOU WANT THE BEST FOR HIM, HIS FANS, HIS KIDS, AND ALL THE LOVING PEOPLE
I KNOW WE ALL WANT THE BEST FOR HIM, HIS FANS, HIS KIDS, AND ALL THE LOVING PEOPLE
SO GO AND TRIBUTE FOR GODS SAKE ITS A YEAR ALREADY!
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PLEASE POST THIS IN DIFFERENT CLUBS, FACEBOOK,TWITTER,etc.
THANKS
I KNOW I LOVE MICHAEL
I KNOW YOU LOVE MICHAEL
I KNOW WE ALL LOVE MICHAEL
I KNOW I WANT THE BEST FOR HIM, HIS FANS, HIS KIDS, AND ALL THE LOVING PEOPLE
I KNOW YOU WANT THE BEST FOR HIM, HIS FANS, HIS KIDS, AND ALL THE LOVING PEOPLE
I KNOW WE ALL WANT THE BEST FOR HIM, HIS FANS, HIS KIDS, AND ALL THE LOVING PEOPLE
SO GO AND TRIBUTE FOR GODS SAKE ITS A YEAR ALREADY!
SO VISIT THIS WEBSITE TO DO THAT:
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PLEASE POST THIS IN DIFFERENT CLUBS, FACEBOOK,TWITTER,etc.
THANKS
Michael Jackson: Joe Jackson blames his wife for the death of the singer
He asked him to hospitalize him
Michael Jackson cannot rest in peace. The parents of the singer, Joe and Katherine Jackson are faced by the death of his son. According to Joe Jackson his wife is the culprit of the death of the ' King of the Pop '.
The father of Michael Jackson revealed to a British diary that asked for several times his wife who was hospitalizing his son in a clinic of rehabilitation in order that it overcomes his addictions. ' If you had listened to me, Michael would be alive ', said Joe Jackson to the mother of the singer.
The portal TMZ informed that the attorneys of Katherine Jackson answered to the accusations and indicated that the whole world wise that she always was a good mother and grandmother.
He asked him to hospitalize him
Michael Jackson cannot rest in peace. The parents of the singer, Joe and Katherine Jackson are faced by the death of his son. According to Joe Jackson his wife is the culprit of the death of the ' King of the Pop '.
The father of Michael Jackson revealed to a British diary that asked for several times his wife who was hospitalizing his son in a clinic of rehabilitation in order that it overcomes his addictions. ' If you had listened to me, Michael would be alive ', said Joe Jackson to the mother of the singer.
The portal TMZ informed that the attorneys of Katherine Jackson answered to the accusations and indicated that the whole world wise that she always was a good mother and grandmother.
Randy has been on Twitter attack, calling the auction at Planet Hollywood in Vegas "distasteful."
Darren Julien from Julien's Auctions claims it's pure coincidence the auction falls on June 25 -- "We have the same summer auction [of pop star memorabilia] at the same time every year."
Julien says the auction date can't be moved. So there.
Sources tell TMZ Janet Jackson was so "blown away" by the positive reaction to her appearance on the "American Idol" finale that she's "seriously entertaining" a concert tour ... that could begin before the end of the year.
Janet was amazing on Wednesday's "Idol" -- performing "Again," "Nothing," and "Nasty." We're told as of today a concert tour is now on the front burner.
Miss Jackson -- who has only toured once since 2002 (and a bulk of that tour was canceled) agreed yesterday to appear at the Essence Music Festival in New Orleans on July 2.
Janet was amazing on Wednesday's "Idol" -- performing "Again," "Nothing," and "Nasty." We're told as of today a concert tour is now on the front burner.
Miss Jackson -- who has only toured once since 2002 (and a bulk of that tour was canceled) agreed yesterday to appear at the Essence Music Festival in New Orleans on July 2.
Dr. Conrad Murray has fans ... with whipped cream on top.
Murray -- who's due in court next month in the Michael Jackson manslaughter case -- was corralled by a fan Wednesday at a Houston Starbucks.
She gave us the pic but asked us to blur her face.
It's all about taking precautions.
More Dr. Conrad Murray
Dr. Murray May Ask to Delay Preliminary Hearing
Joe Jackson: Don't Attack Conrad's Supporters
Conrad Murray Supporters Plan Demonstration
Conrad Murray -- I Will Never Cop a Plea
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Originally posted May 13th 2010 5:30 PM PDT by TMZ Staff
Lisa Marie Presley's desperate plea for fans to bring more flowers to Michael Jackson's tomb must have fallen on deaf ears -- because as of today the entrance to the tomb was pretty bare.
Michael Jackson's ex-wife complained about too much "empty space" around the singer's tomb on her MySpace page yesterday -- and urged fans to fill the void with lots of sunflowers ... but obviously that didn't happen.
Fans have since fired back, claiming they've been faithfully doing their part flowers-wise since MJ died last year.
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Lisa Marie Presley's desperate plea for fans to bring more flowers to Michael Jackson's tomb must have fallen on deaf ears -- because as of today the entrance to the tomb was pretty bare.
Michael Jackson's ex-wife complained about too much "empty space" around the singer's tomb on her MySpace page yesterday -- and urged fans to fill the void with lots of sunflowers ... but obviously that didn't happen.
Fans have since fired back, claiming they've been faithfully doing their part flowers-wise since MJ died last year.
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"Ben"
Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I'll never be alone
And you my friend will see
You've got a friend in me
(You've got a friend in me)
Ben, you're always running here and there
(Here and there)
You feel you're not wanted anywhere
(Anywhere)
If you ever look behind
And don't like what you find
There's something you should know
You've got a place to go
(You've got a place to go)
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
Ben, most people would turn you away
I don't listen to a word they say
They don't see you as I do
I wish they would try to
I'm sure they'd think again
If they had a friend like Ben
(A friend)
Like Ben
(Like Ben)
Like Ben
Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I'll never be alone
And you my friend will see
You've got a friend in me
(You've got a friend in me)
Ben, you're always running here and there
(Here and there)
You feel you're not wanted anywhere
(Anywhere)
If you ever look behind
And don't like what you find
There's something you should know
You've got a place to go
(You've got a place to go)
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
Ben, most people would turn you away
I don't listen to a word they say
They don't see you as I do
I wish they would try to
I'm sure they'd think again
If they had a friend like Ben
(A friend)
Like Ben
(Like Ben)
Like Ben
(Originally posted May 6th 2010 12:23 AM PDT by TMZ Staff)
Dr. Arnold Klein's office manager -- who claims he was Michael Jackson's lover -- is facing such intense death threats that he's moving from place to place ... hiding out from angry MJ fans.
A source close to Dr. Klein and Jason Pfeiffer tells TMZ incensed Jackson fans have walked right up to Pfeiffer's home and knocked on his door -- and they've also tracked him down at his friends' houses.
Since Jason went public last week with allegations of an affair with Michael, we're told violent and homophobic threats have poured into Dr. Klein's office by phone, fax, and email. According to the source one voicemail said, "I'm gonna put a bullet in your heads."
Klein and Pfeiffer have hired bodyguards, and reported the threats to the FBI. We're told Pfeiffer is currently at a private location with friends.
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Dr. Arnold Klein's office manager -- who claims he was Michael Jackson's lover -- is facing such intense death threats that he's moving from place to place ... hiding out from angry MJ fans.
A source close to Dr. Klein and Jason Pfeiffer tells TMZ incensed Jackson fans have walked right up to Pfeiffer's home and knocked on his door -- and they've also tracked him down at his friends' houses.
Since Jason went public last week with allegations of an affair with Michael, we're told violent and homophobic threats have poured into Dr. Klein's office by phone, fax, and email. According to the source one voicemail said, "I'm gonna put a bullet in your heads."
Klein and Pfeiffer have hired bodyguards, and reported the threats to the FBI. We're told Pfeiffer is currently at a private location with friends.
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