I don't know what to do either.He is in my mind EVERY SINGLE MINUTE I have to function in my job with Michael in every thought. I can't get him out of my head.He's driving me crazy.I loooooooove him toooooo much I can't handle it.Sometimes I don't care about my life because Michael is never going to be in it.I wanto scream with frustration.I'm on a high over him one minute and as low as low with despair over him the next.I think I need help too.
