I HATE THE MEDIA!!!!

there are times like this...when my eyes are clouded by tears and all I can say is:

PLEASE... STOP TORTURING HIM! please...stop hurting him.. please stop...

I know how you feel... I hate when people make those type of lists & countdowns of celebrities... Like there was one on a website the top 20 ugliest celebrities...... and I seriously wanna cry just thinking about it but they had the nerve to put MJ on that list at the very top... and they called him all kinds of names and talked about him like he was an alien or something, like he was not human at all..... They judge him by appearance & don't bother to see whats really going on. They act like he went from a 12 years old to 50 years old over night... I hate to say it & I hate feeling this way but sometimes I almost expect MJs name to be brought up on certain topics just because I know how most people think of MJ, but I don't think the same as they do... They just don't know or even bother to think that it hurts people, they just dont care... But that type of stuff is so hurtful to me too, yeah I'm a fan and honestly when I hear negative stuff said about MJ I feel like that stuff is being said about me and it just really hurts, I feel so bad, it's so personal to me, makes me wanna cry.... But most people will never understand why or how I can feel that way...

i do too! i threw my phone @ mi tv and i ripped apart this magazine i get soooooooo stressed out when i hear the media speaking bad about mj when my eyes r full of tears i say ''i wish for the best for mj'' but sometimes it doesnt happen :(