He is "sorry" now that he is an adult

Jordon Chandler is sorry. He had claimed that the king of pop, Michael Jackson had sexually abused him in the year 1993. Michael Jackson who was cleared off all the charges decided to get on with life, and decided to put controversies behind him by paying an out of court settlement of $22 million dollars. To quote him,""I wanted to go on with my life. Too many people had already been hurt. I want to make records. I want to sing. I want to perform again...It's my talent. My hard work. My life. My decision." But that didn't drive Jackson's demons away; they began to chase him in tabloids, websites and SMS jokes. He began to drown in depression and his songs were often diverted towards the media for painting him in negative light. He lost a lot of weight and began taking drugs, pain relievers and medication to cope with depression. The soft spoken star began to regularly take drugs like Demerol, Valium, Atvian and Xanax.

Though Dangerous released in 1991 was a hit all over the world for two years, Michael Jackson's ninth song 'Gone too Soon' did not do so well in the UK. He canceled the tenth single 'Dangerous'tour and did not perform in the US. Michael Jackson's hopes to be the UN ambassador were dashed, his ten year contract with Pepsi was dissolved though he had earned $500 million dollar for the company. Hardcore Michael Jackson fans still do not drink Pepsi because they did not take too kindly to the Pepsi move. He was to launch fragrances for men and women which were turned down by the maker because of his tarnished name. His album History released after the allegations had most of the songs that reflected on his personal angst and frustration at the media. Songs like Scream, Tabolid Junkie and Stranger in Moscow reflected on his sad state of mind and wouldn't have been composed if Michael Jackson was not a victim of child abuse allegation. and subsequent depression.


On the personal front, Michael Jackson began to lose weight, burned down heavily by the sc