My dedication to my inspriation Michael jackson.....

you may wonder why im writing this right now. For some reason im not even sure. i find it hard to believe that over a year ago before mj's death, i never really payed attention to mj at all. I never saw him for who he was. i wonder why it took me to his death to realize hey this guy was not weird at all, he was a fun loving human being. and it made me think, we hardly have anyone with that kind of love for the world, michael was one in a millon but to me he was one in a hundred millon. To me he's like a friend who i never knew. I discovered me and michael were alot alike. We both love the same things.I wish i could have met him, because he taught me soooo much. Before i always liked to crack a joke about someone who didnt really fit in or who i thought i was weird.But then thats when i realized how much words hurt. I've never really talked about what happened in my elementary school days,i was always picked on and made fun of. I always hated the feeling of sitting at a lunch table alone and kids pointing at you calling you a loser. I never will forget that feeling, its the most awful feeling in the world. And that made me think about what mj went through, and i began to understand the pain he went through,the redicule he suffered. Everytime i see someone walked down the hallway with their head down, and they look afraid, i give them a smile, because i believe a smile goes a long way and michael taught me that just a simple act of kindness goes a long way. And i just want to give him this dedication.This song is called "Thinking out loud" By Lesley Roy, i dont know way but this song makes me think about michael and i also reminds me of myself as well, i hope you guys love this song :) This is for you michael thanks