I really dont know why but this song reminds me of Jacob♥ the lyric is just perfect to him♥it matches my babyboy♥




How you choose to express yourself
It's all your own and I can tell
It comes naturally, it comes naturally

You follow what you feel inside
It's intuitive, you don't have to try
It comes naturally, mmmm it comes naturally

And it takes my breath away
What you do, so naturally

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you know who you are
And to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby

Everything...

End of Chapter 7

I heard someone call my name, but i didn't care..I was tired. So tired and my body was starting to hurt..wait..my body. I knew that I was in the accident, but until this point I hadn't realized that I was hurt.

It started in my fingers, the searing pain that dropped me flat to the ground. It grew and burned until it took over my entire body, the pain so bad that I couldn't breath. I knew that I needed to breath but it felt like someone was standing on my chest and I couldn't move them. I started to freak out, not breathing was the scariest thing I had ever experienced. I gasped...

End of Chapter 11

I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't notice that we had stopped. I looked around to find that Concho had stopped, his ears flicking back and forth as he listened to something. I took a deep breath and held it as I listened to what could have bothered him.

I wondered what was bothering Concho until I saw a large cougar walk out of the woods, it's tail swishing back and forth as it looked at Concho and I. I watched it as it took a few steps and stopped, smelling the air around us. I took advantage of this and turned Concho, pushing him as hard as I could as we ran back the...

End of Chapter 22

"Maija, I got a call. We have to leave, your...family is coming for you." He said softly, yet sternly.

"I can't just leave, my aunts.." I said as I was interrupted.

"Dale and Elise will tell them, we have to go now. Please just grab what you need, we're going to have to take the horses."

"Um..Michael, can't we talk to everyone about this?"

"No...someone...we can't stay. Please trust me." He said softly, his hands dropping from my face.

"I do." I said equally soft.

"Please hurry then, we have to go before they get too close."

I looked at him for a few minutes trying to figure out what...

End of Chapter 14

I tried to listen to him, to calm myself but I had just been told that I met a GOD that they were real, I had just seen my mother again, what was she doing with a God? And what was the deal with the old man who changed himself, reappearing as a young man.

"Maija, do you need me to go get help?" He asked, obviously panicking.

"No, please just give me a minute." I said, my breathing slowing.

"What happened?" He asked as he brushed his fingers across my cheek.

"My mom, I dreamed of my mother. She was with the goddess Diana and another man, someone I had never met." I said, not believing...

End of Chapter 10

Right from the get go I knew I liked Elise, the way that she just smacked Dale...I knew that they were a couple. That they had been together for a long time and that their love was one that people only dreamed of.

"Oh, you got all that from me smacking him?" She asked as she watched me.

"What?" I asked, wondering how she knew what I was thinking.

"Oh, oh...oh my." She said as Dale turned and laughed at her.

"And you yell at me." He laughed, everyone joining him in laughing...leaving me out of some inside joke.

I felt myself getting angry, I was trying to be patient but these people...

End of Chapter 9

I turned as fast as I could grabbing my clothes as I ran into the bathroom, slamming the door behind me as I locked it. I felt a few more tears slide down my face as I undressed and stepped into the shower, the hot water relaxing me instantly. I took one of the shortest showers I had ever taken since I knew that people would be waiting for me. I dressed quickly and finally turned to deal with my hair. I put all the product I could find in it, eventually grumbling because it wouldn't do what I wanted it to. I brushed my teeth and put on my minimal makeup before turning and opening...

So baby as you already know I went to the movies today and I watched Remember Me!
Remember Me was released yesterday here in Portugal and I always watch my movies in the day after the release but you already know that :)

I loved Remember Me bcause:

1. Robert.
Rob is just amazing. He´s a great actor. I´m completely in love with him and he was the reason why I wanted to watch the movie.
I feel bad that most of us just got to know him after Twilight and from now on his carrer will be marked by his role as Edward Cullen
Pll will say "Look is Edward Cullen"
He´s NOT Edward Cullen he´s Robert Pattinson...

1)Alexander Skarsgard
He is so gorgeous, there's something in his eyes that just captivates me. Something about the way he smiles...it just makes me weak in the knees.



2)Gerrard Butler
He has an accent!! I am a sucker when it comes to guys with an accent! That and the fact this his arms are so muscly....his dark eyes, his smile..his everything.




3)Jason Behr
My Max! From the second I saw Roswell I was instantly in love with him. He has the dark hair and dark eyes that I find SO attractive!! YUMMY!



4)Robert Pattinson
Oh Robert. There are SO many things I love about you, even...

I was trying to think about what I could do for your birthday...we both know that I am NO good with pictures..so..I thought I would try writing you a birthday poem...hope you like it baby.

A Birthday poem for you:

The last year has taught us many things
How to love and loose
How to smile and cry
How to laugh and grieve
How to hurt and heal
How to hope and dream

We know that a friendship like ours
Is not often found,
That people come in and out of our lives
That people change..
But we will remain nagel,
Remain strong,
Remain happy,
Always there for each other.

No matter what happened I knew one thing..
That...

I rolled over, wishing nothing more then to go back to sleep. I hadn't gone to bed until late, my mind racing as I tried to figure out the riddle that I had been told my entire life. I shook my head, my long black curls falling around my face. I did my best to blow them away, but with this much hair it was impossible to control without a band.

I reached one hand under my pillow, pulling back a blue scrunchey that I had taken out of my hair before I fell asleep. I ran my fingers through my hair, attempting to pull it back, but grumbled as the curls sprung loose of the tie, falling back into my...

End of Chapter 21

She reached her hand up, smearing it through the blood around the cut. I think she was surprised to find the blood that poured out of her cut now. I could see the bruise starting to form around the cut, and I realized that the cut was worse then I thought it was.

"Oh, I'm so sorry, Jacob." She said as she pushed against the cut.

"Why are you apologizing for bleeding?" I asked as I reached down, wrapping my arms around her and lifting her like a small child. She looked up at me, slightly dazed as I put my hand out for her keys. "Let's go. I'll drive."

"What about the bikes?" She...

End of Chapter 12


I laughed at her as I closed her door and went around, climbing into her truck. I gave her directions to our first stop, the county dump where I hoped we could find at least half of what we were looking for.

"Did your stereo break?" I asked as she pulled onto the highway.

"Yeah." She said, her eyes narrowing a bit.

"Who took it out? There's a lot of damage." I said as I poked around where the radio should have been with my finger, wondering what happened.

"I did."

"Maybe you shouldn't touch the motorcycles too much." I said as I laughed.

"No problem." She said as she stuck her tongue...

End of Chapter 8

This day could not get any better, first she said that she had missed me..and now she was admitting that she would be coming back often? I raised my hand and pretended to scratch my face so that I could hide the smile that was beginning to hurt my cheeks.

"Ok, maybe next time." My father said as he turned and wheeled himself into the kitchen.

"So...Bella," I said, my voice cracking slightly when I said her name. "What do you want to do?"

"Whatever." She said as she shrugged. "What were you doing before I interrupted?"

I was about to go sit on the couch and watch television as I...

End of Chapter 4

"Jacob, is your father there?" Charlie Swan asked, and from the tone in his voice I knew something was wrong.

"Dad, it's Charlie." I said as I handed him the phone. My Dad made a bunch of uh huh's and oh no's before he told Charlie that he would be up as soon as possible.

"What's up?" I asked.

"We have to go to Forks, NOW" He said as he went and grabbed a jacket off the hooks by the door.

"Why?" I wondered as I grabbed my jacket and the keys.

"Bella's missing." He said as he wheeled to the door.

I was instantly moving, grabbing my jacket and beating my father to the car. I helped...