Backwards leaving
Barely beating
Stupid reasons
Useless feelings
I wasn't that surprised (its always part of my)
Awkward attempts to stay gone
I remain unknown
[Chorus:]
Im bleeding where I bled
Im hiding where I hid
Im entertained in sicker things
And everybody said
Im burning out instead
The softer side of unbearable
Feel castrated
Complicated
Mind mistreated
I wasn't that prepared (I wasn't that aware)
Just wanted to disappear
I remain unknown
[Chorus]
Come Around, coming down
Giving a frown, to the sound
When I hit ground
I the way that I say
When I know that I don't give a fcuk
about it anyway
Stay awake, Feeling cold and tired
Resignation - life's forsaken
I should have thought ahead
And I remain unknown
[Chorus]
I'm sicker than I thought
I'm fighting what I fought
I'm right back where I started from
Backwards leaving, Barely beating
Barely beating
Stupid reasons
Useless feelings
I wasn't that surprised (its always part of my)
Awkward attempts to stay gone
I remain unknown
[Chorus:]
Im bleeding where I bled
Im hiding where I hid
Im entertained in sicker things
And everybody said
Im burning out instead
The softer side of unbearable
Feel castrated
Complicated
Mind mistreated
I wasn't that prepared (I wasn't that aware)
Just wanted to disappear
I remain unknown
[Chorus]
Come Around, coming down
Giving a frown, to the sound
When I hit ground
I the way that I say
When I know that I don't give a fcuk
about it anyway
Stay awake, Feeling cold and tired
Resignation - life's forsaken
I should have thought ahead
And I remain unknown
[Chorus]
I'm sicker than I thought
I'm fighting what I fought
I'm right back where I started from
Backwards leaving, Barely beating
And I wondered why you came for all this after so long
When it ripped into you like the son you never were
And I don't think this is what you wanted now
It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put you here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)
And I wondered why you never doubted getting there
(so far from here)
When it pulls you down and throws you over, waiting there
Why do you always end up right back here
It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put you here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)
You always end up here
You always end up here
You always end up
When it ripped into you like the son you never were
And I don't think this is what you wanted now
It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put you here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)
And I wondered why you never doubted getting there
(so far from here)
When it pulls you down and throws you over, waiting there
Why do you always end up right back here
It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put you here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)
You always end up here
You always end up here
You always end up
I felt it turn to come and go
don't worry no one ever knows
I don't know why it just won't die
It breaks me in to stay alive
I know it hurt a lot like you
C'mon I know that you felt it too
It hurts the same and that's ok
I never liked him anyway
I know
It seems so long since I've been gone
I got so used to just hanging on
I feel so wrong
I don't belong
I got so used to just hanging on
I'm used to starving out instead
It's easier than fakign it
Sometimes it hurts but
That's no worsethan all those times
I guess it works
I know they walked away with a piece of me
The more I bruise from laying low
I walk around liek I'm alive again
But I know it's just not the same
Shut up
I'm sorry I broke it all
I don't know why it just won't die
And I'm fading
don't worry no one ever knows
I don't know why it just won't die
It breaks me in to stay alive
I know it hurt a lot like you
C'mon I know that you felt it too
It hurts the same and that's ok
I never liked him anyway
I know
It seems so long since I've been gone
I got so used to just hanging on
I feel so wrong
I don't belong
I got so used to just hanging on
I'm used to starving out instead
It's easier than fakign it
Sometimes it hurts but
That's no worsethan all those times
I guess it works
I know they walked away with a piece of me
The more I bruise from laying low
I walk around liek I'm alive again
But I know it's just not the same
Shut up
I'm sorry I broke it all
I don't know why it just won't die
And I'm fading
