Sorry it has taken so long. I have now started school and I have been crazy buisy!!!I am still not quite where I am going with this.....I am trying to decided what to do now I dont think I can just ignore and brush off the whole Payton thing. I dont own anything.Hope you like it!
Comment and Rate! (I got the green medal now time for the yellow!)lol :)
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Peyton sat there with tears falling from her face, all I could do was stand there and look at her.Oddly enough it was raining out side its was like the heavens were crying for Peyton. For a moment all of my dislike for her disappeared. Sitting there on the floor with tears streaming down her face she looked like a child. A child that that had lost her parents and was scared to death. A child that got lost at the Disney Land and is just terrified to the point of shaking. I desparatly wanted to hold her to tell her everything was going to be ok.But I wasnt sure it was going to be. Mac was the first to speak. He said something about getting her help and needing to take her meds. I knew that it hurt him horribly that she was this way. She was bipolar and he never knew. He had loved her and she never even told him that she was the way she was.
I looked in his eyes, I had never seen so much hurt, so much anguish, so much pain, so much anger and deep down I knew there was love. I was so caught up in my thoughts that I was suprised when Peyton was in Macs arms crying. Just looking at the way they held eachother made me jellous....She held him like this was her last breath like he was the last one that she ever wanted to touch. The last thing that she wanted to smell was his sweet breath and the last thing she wanted to see was his ocean blue eyes. At that she looked up and touched his lips with hers. She kissed him with so much passion that I could feel my anger ready to boil over. I Love him!! ME! And I though that he loved me too I loved him with so much passion passion that I had been trying to keep hidden and with that watching her kiss him in this way it turned to anger.
"Hes mine!" I yelled getting madder by each small kiss.She didnt even acknowlage me which infuriated me even more. Then I noticed a key detail he wasnt kissing her back actually he was trying to push her away.
He didnt love her he didnt enjoy this. He wanted to get as far away from her as possible. He gave me a pained look .I had calmed down a lot and decided to try and get her away from him before I got angry again.
"Uh...Peyton.....Peyton.....PEYTON!" Finally she stopped kissing him but she was still holding onto him then looked at me. Mac gave me another pleading look. A look that said ,"GET HER OFF OF ME NOW!!"
"Peyton why don't you sit down and we will try and get this worked out?" I said trying to get her off of him before I got mad once again. She didnt come off of Mac until I grabbed her by the arm and led her to the couch. I knew that this was going to be a long talk.
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I let out a sigh as I got into the car.It had stoped raining but I was soaking wet, so was Mac. We had decided to get her help. We put her under supervised care so that she would get her meds and we even drove her there. That was the easy part the hard part was convincing her that we were on her side and that she wasnt crazy. Getting her there was the hardest part of all. We had to tell her that we were hiring her back on to the team and that that was where we were taking her. We dropped her off and then got ready to go home and go to bed.
I was so tired once I got home I fell asleep on my bed in my clothes. I didnt even change into my pagamas.
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Switches to Macs POV
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I was so tired....I could hardly even make it to Stella's bed. Once there I laid down next to her and noticed that she was still in her clothes and that her hair was over her face. Not even bothering to get into my PJ's I laid down next to her and put my arm around her. I then gently removed her hair from her face. Slowly I caressed her face. It was so purfect.I was tired so tired that I could hardly keep eyes open but I never wanted to for get this moment. I never wanted to forget the sound of her breathing, I never wanted to forget the way it felt to hold her in my arms. I had wanted to do this for so long. I sighed and then staired at her for countless minutes until I fell into a peacful sleep.
Finally we got some much needed rest until I was awoken by a knock on the door. I groaned as I got up to see who it was. Checking through the peep hole so that we wouldnt have another disaster. Flack was standing in front of the door. I almost opened the door but then I knew that we hadnt told anyone about Stella and I and I wanted her to tell everyone when she felt it was the right time. Instead of opening the door I went back to the bedroom to be with Stella.
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Switches to Stellas POV
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When I woke up Mac was gone to answer the door and I decided it was time to suprise him I had been planning this since after he had gotten shot. I got in the closet and waited for Mac to come back. Then when he was looking for me I walked out behind him and therw my arms around his neck.I whispered "I love you." (I knew he was suprisd.) In his ear and then I hit a button on the stario to start the music.He was not suprised at all anymore. Soon a voice filled the speakers. The song was "My Best Fried." by Tim Mcgraw.(here is the link please listen link be sure to open both as new window or it could mess you up) I smiled and then turned him around and asked him to dance. He accepted and started to dance with me. His hands were lightly touching my waist and my arms were on his neck. I pulled him closer and laid my head on his shoulder. By now he and I were once again one being every part of me was a part of every part of him. As the song switched to "It's you love" By Tim McGraw and Faith Hill ( Once again please listen link ) I listened to his heart beat. I was mesmerized by the soft gentle sounds of his breathing and the his heart. I would have been content to dance like this for all of my life and I wondered how in the world I ever lived with this man. Then it hit me I didnt I wasnt truly living until I had felt his lips on mine. When the song was over I was disappointed.
"I love you."Mac wispered I love the way his lips felt on my hair.
"I love you too."I wispered back. We just stood there for an amount of time that was beyond me. There was so much love in this room that I was overwhelmed. As I stood there embracing him tears slowly started to fall from my eyes.
"Stella whats wrong?" Mac asked worrried.
"Nothing Mac. I just love you so much that is hurts. Your my best friend and I have always loved you and I am just so happy because now I know that you love me back." I said the tears still falling.
" I love you Stella more than anyone should be allowed to love anyone. Even more than I loved Clair."
"Oh Mac!" I cried holding onto him harder.
"Your my best friend Stella I dont know what I would do without you." my tears slowed and eventually stopped.
"I dont know what I would do without you either Mac. I wouldnt beable to live without you."
"You know what Stella?"
"What?" I asked puzzled.
"Do you know why I love you?" He didnt wait for me to ask "Because love is friendship set on fire. The moment that i saw you there was a fire that I knew no matter what would never be able to put out." He said hugging me equally tight.
The rest of the day was spent talking about our love, friendship, and most of all our feelings.
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Ok I know this chapter was long!!! But I dont think any of you mind. lol tell me what you think and I dont know it might take me a long time for the next update so I am sorry already!Bare with me I will try and update as soon as I can get it all done. Its a lot of work for (me anyway)just be glad that I love you guys. Just a side note I dont want to offend anyone about the whole bipolar thing. Last note ( Sorry I like to talk) I made these fan arts so tell me what you think :) Comment and rate!
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Teaser?
ok just a small one.
I cried holding on to Mac I wasnt sure how this was going to end up. All I knew was I was scared really scared.
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There, DONT KILL ME PLEASE!!!! Lol haha
Comment and Rate! (I got the green medal now time for the yellow!)lol :)
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Peyton sat there with tears falling from her face, all I could do was stand there and look at her.Oddly enough it was raining out side its was like the heavens were crying for Peyton. For a moment all of my dislike for her disappeared. Sitting there on the floor with tears streaming down her face she looked like a child. A child that that had lost her parents and was scared to death. A child that got lost at the Disney Land and is just terrified to the point of shaking. I desparatly wanted to hold her to tell her everything was going to be ok.But I wasnt sure it was going to be. Mac was the first to speak. He said something about getting her help and needing to take her meds. I knew that it hurt him horribly that she was this way. She was bipolar and he never knew. He had loved her and she never even told him that she was the way she was.
I looked in his eyes, I had never seen so much hurt, so much anguish, so much pain, so much anger and deep down I knew there was love. I was so caught up in my thoughts that I was suprised when Peyton was in Macs arms crying. Just looking at the way they held eachother made me jellous....She held him like this was her last breath like he was the last one that she ever wanted to touch. The last thing that she wanted to smell was his sweet breath and the last thing she wanted to see was his ocean blue eyes. At that she looked up and touched his lips with hers. She kissed him with so much passion that I could feel my anger ready to boil over. I Love him!! ME! And I though that he loved me too I loved him with so much passion passion that I had been trying to keep hidden and with that watching her kiss him in this way it turned to anger.
"Hes mine!" I yelled getting madder by each small kiss.She didnt even acknowlage me which infuriated me even more. Then I noticed a key detail he wasnt kissing her back actually he was trying to push her away.
He didnt love her he didnt enjoy this. He wanted to get as far away from her as possible. He gave me a pained look .I had calmed down a lot and decided to try and get her away from him before I got angry again.
"Uh...Peyton.....Peyton.....PEYTON!" Finally she stopped kissing him but she was still holding onto him then looked at me. Mac gave me another pleading look. A look that said ,"GET HER OFF OF ME NOW!!"
"Peyton why don't you sit down and we will try and get this worked out?" I said trying to get her off of him before I got mad once again. She didnt come off of Mac until I grabbed her by the arm and led her to the couch. I knew that this was going to be a long talk.
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I let out a sigh as I got into the car.It had stoped raining but I was soaking wet, so was Mac. We had decided to get her help. We put her under supervised care so that she would get her meds and we even drove her there. That was the easy part the hard part was convincing her that we were on her side and that she wasnt crazy. Getting her there was the hardest part of all. We had to tell her that we were hiring her back on to the team and that that was where we were taking her. We dropped her off and then got ready to go home and go to bed.
I was so tired once I got home I fell asleep on my bed in my clothes. I didnt even change into my pagamas.
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Switches to Macs POV
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I was so tired....I could hardly even make it to Stella's bed. Once there I laid down next to her and noticed that she was still in her clothes and that her hair was over her face. Not even bothering to get into my PJ's I laid down next to her and put my arm around her. I then gently removed her hair from her face. Slowly I caressed her face. It was so purfect.I was tired so tired that I could hardly keep eyes open but I never wanted to for get this moment. I never wanted to forget the sound of her breathing, I never wanted to forget the way it felt to hold her in my arms. I had wanted to do this for so long. I sighed and then staired at her for countless minutes until I fell into a peacful sleep.
Finally we got some much needed rest until I was awoken by a knock on the door. I groaned as I got up to see who it was. Checking through the peep hole so that we wouldnt have another disaster. Flack was standing in front of the door. I almost opened the door but then I knew that we hadnt told anyone about Stella and I and I wanted her to tell everyone when she felt it was the right time. Instead of opening the door I went back to the bedroom to be with Stella.
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Switches to Stellas POV
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When I woke up Mac was gone to answer the door and I decided it was time to suprise him I had been planning this since after he had gotten shot. I got in the closet and waited for Mac to come back. Then when he was looking for me I walked out behind him and therw my arms around his neck.I whispered "I love you." (I knew he was suprisd.) In his ear and then I hit a button on the stario to start the music.He was not suprised at all anymore. Soon a voice filled the speakers. The song was "My Best Fried." by Tim Mcgraw.(here is the link please listen link be sure to open both as new window or it could mess you up) I smiled and then turned him around and asked him to dance. He accepted and started to dance with me. His hands were lightly touching my waist and my arms were on his neck. I pulled him closer and laid my head on his shoulder. By now he and I were once again one being every part of me was a part of every part of him. As the song switched to "It's you love" By Tim McGraw and Faith Hill ( Once again please listen link ) I listened to his heart beat. I was mesmerized by the soft gentle sounds of his breathing and the his heart. I would have been content to dance like this for all of my life and I wondered how in the world I ever lived with this man. Then it hit me I didnt I wasnt truly living until I had felt his lips on mine. When the song was over I was disappointed.
"I love you."Mac wispered I love the way his lips felt on my hair.
"I love you too."I wispered back. We just stood there for an amount of time that was beyond me. There was so much love in this room that I was overwhelmed. As I stood there embracing him tears slowly started to fall from my eyes.
"Stella whats wrong?" Mac asked worrried.
"Nothing Mac. I just love you so much that is hurts. Your my best friend and I have always loved you and I am just so happy because now I know that you love me back." I said the tears still falling.
" I love you Stella more than anyone should be allowed to love anyone. Even more than I loved Clair."
"Oh Mac!" I cried holding onto him harder.
"Your my best friend Stella I dont know what I would do without you." my tears slowed and eventually stopped.
"I dont know what I would do without you either Mac. I wouldnt beable to live without you."
"You know what Stella?"
"What?" I asked puzzled.
"Do you know why I love you?" He didnt wait for me to ask "Because love is friendship set on fire. The moment that i saw you there was a fire that I knew no matter what would never be able to put out." He said hugging me equally tight.
The rest of the day was spent talking about our love, friendship, and most of all our feelings.
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Ok I know this chapter was long!!! But I dont think any of you mind. lol tell me what you think and I dont know it might take me a long time for the next update so I am sorry already!Bare with me I will try and update as soon as I can get it all done. Its a lot of work for (me anyway)just be glad that I love you guys. Just a side note I dont want to offend anyone about the whole bipolar thing. Last note ( Sorry I like to talk) I made these fan arts so tell me what you think :) Comment and rate!
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Teaser?
ok just a small one.
I cried holding on to Mac I wasnt sure how this was going to end up. All I knew was I was scared really scared.
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There, DONT KILL ME PLEASE!!!! Lol haha