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I’m sitting in the shadow of a big tree, with so many graves around me. Sydney my Daughter of 16 asked me if I could stay here a few minute, I have a good relationship with her so I did what she asked. When she needs to talk with someone she comes to me. Only today I think she wanted to talk with dad, well she hopes he would hear her.
Exactly a year ago Flack called me, his voice had sound terrible. He told me that Mac has been shot and he didn’t make it. The tears came up quickly, I had told Flack to let nobody move him, I went so fast as I could to him. I run over to Mac’s lifeless body, he laid on the ground and didn’t move I couldn’t believe that he was gone. I held him in my arms and couldn’t stop crying I’ve been sitting on the street for half an hour I think. After those awful minutes they brought Mac to the autopsy room. I went to Sydney’s school to pick her up. When I told her what happen she couldn’t stop crying what made me even more sad then I already was and I cried with her.
Sydney turned her head to me and stand up, I read in her eyes that she wants me to come. I stand up with tears in my eyes and walk over to her. She hugs me and we cry together. After a while we put some flowers on the grave and went home.
I’m too sad to cook so I called for some food. While we were eating Sydney asks me if we can watch the wedding DVD. Normally we did that every year on the wedding day but not this year.. I didn’t want to watch it without Mac. Sydney is waiting for an answer so I said yes, I have to try it he is the man I love with why whole heart and I will never stop loving him…
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