posted by LibbyLolli
Once upon a time, I was falling in love. We were a happy couple, blind to the troubles of the world around us. He was perfectly shaped for me, and I for him. He was the sun for my darkest night. I only felt complete when I was with him. The times we had together were the some of the best memories I ever had. We laughed, we hugged, we kissed. We spent hours in his room or mine, playing our secret lover games. We talked on the phone into the early hours about anything and everything. There were no secrets between us. I knew what made him happy, what made him sad, what kept him running when it seemed impossible. Once upon a time, I was falling in love. Now I'm only falling apart.
posted by twilightlova13
You would think that living is pretty easy. You wake up day to day and do a normal routine. Sometimes it is thrown off balance but you just adapt to it. We are built that way. But sometimes some people have a glitch. I'm one of those people. I worry too much about small things, i never have just one emotion running through my body, i can't tell what love is because whenever i think i know what it is it slaps me in the face and the hurt and leaves a scar. Love is hard for me. I've been hurt some many times by love. Sometimes i think just giving up life would be much easier than suffering the way i am now. Even though people may not love me, i still love those people anyhow. I want you so much but i feel like you don't care. Sometimes it's just easier to give up and not live at all.