Transparent Answer-------
During these fleeting days, where nothing ever happens
I sit in the same seat as always.
"Well then, what do you think?"
As if attempting again,
The textbook without numbers said something.
If you're asking about my results
Well, they're fine I guess.
On this scrap paper was a 100% perfect score.
While grinning shyly,
You sat down on the chair next to me,
You, the one with a low grade.
Outside the window, there's nothing that I wish for
Because I'll already know what will happen.
"Hey, if that's how it is, then that's really boring."
You always seemed so cheerful.
Don't touch
The heart that wants to disappear anymore than this.
Today too, it can't be found anywhere on this earth.
The alarm starts ringing says to the alone me:
"You're a cold hearted fool."
Even if I'm told a miracle answer
It's no use because everything will somehow become obvious.
"If I died right now, someone would replace me."
Even just muttering that
is so foolish.
Although these floating days keep repeating,
Whenever you're absent, I get an uncomfortable feeling.
Well, anyway, even if my test results are returned tomorrow,
They probably won't get any better either.
Somewhere in these non-hectic days,
Something might have already gone wrong.
The color of your hair,
Your smile,
Some people might have already forgotten them.
"The window next to the vacant seat,
Will anything be reflected from it"?
Even though I tried to know you,
There wasn't even one thing I wasn't able to solve.
If I were able to get even a little bit
closer to the answer,
then these days could've continued forever.
At the moment where I stop the ringing alarm
I'm forced to notice that everything is gone.
In the classroom the heart that wants to disappear was hurt,
You kept hiding it over and over again behind a smile.
The smile of you, who flew through this window and died,
I won't ever forget it.
Not even tomorrow.
Ene's Cyber Journey-----------
I was there
When the world ended
Even though I'm no one special
The smell of formaldehyde filled the room
While I was asleep
My mind and body were separated
On the screen, a green cybernetic
I was surprised to find
She wasn't breathing
Not so
Not that
But this
The sound of the radio filled the room
I want to run!
I open the door without touching it
Now!
The shadow of a floating cybernetic
Ignorant rows on a chat
I like to spin webs
A fox running through flames!
The compass points in your direction
Hold your breath
Hold your breath
The truth is a lie!
I'm sick of it all
Just let me sleep
The world is stable at 110 degrees
Logical reasoning has been removed
Your favorite channel is channel 2
"Q. Is this what you like?"
"A. The people's misery would be fairly simple."
"But it's okay,"
I ask
"Isn't it strange?"
I can get outdated, right?
It'd be
Nice if I
Were dead
Right?
Ah...
A dream of checkmate
Someone says
There's no need for a reason
As long as it's fun!
I got through the firewall!
Continue the cyber journey!
Blue compass, guide me again!
Who killed me?
Did you kill me?
Turning!
Turning!
Spinning...
The sky is quietly going from 0-1 again
I see the birds again
My journey reaches an end
The blue compass points to the screen
Only you were tired
Tired of this world
Open your eyes
To be honest
I laughed a bit
Ultramarine Rain------------
“I can’t sleep,” you wailed, so I read you a storybook,
As the raindrops knocked on the roof.
When I put in the bookmark, and said I’ll read it again tomorrow,
You were already snoozing away.
You say you want to go out, but the reason I don’t let you
Isn’t because I “hate you” at all.
Yes, it’s about convenience - but it pains me in my chest.
So I’ve said sorry again and again.
There’s a world starting to spin,
And I haven’t even told you about it yet.
But I tell you “don’t make eye contact” so that someday,
You and your eyes can do what you like with the world…
I hated yesterday, I hated the world,
But I’ve changed, and I’ll love tomorrow.
And might you realize love, meet someone,
And make a future of your own?
On your bed, you happily snooze,
And it makes me so happy, I’m on the verge of tears…
There’s more stillness in the night. Through the gaps in the trees,
Pleasant breezes continue to blow.
Will tomorrow be sunny? My chest starts to hurt again.
I can’t let you go outside.
Making excuses for my sleeplessness, I remember something.
A memory from my youth.
Always with my father, I waited for my mother to return,
Though I’d already waited decades.
While I spent my time alone,
I fell in love myself, and things got busy for me.
And you can love this same world today,
With your eyes, and the wonderful things you do…
Days come and go, seasons pass,
I wipe your tears, and you smile.
And for that alone, I want to hold onto you tight.
Or so I find myself thinking…
And if the future is to come knocking one of these days,
I want to send them off with reassurance and a smile.
A sudden farewell to the world I’d grown fond of.
A frightening farewell, one which leaves you so sad.
I couldn’t say I’m sorry. I wanted to say I love you.
…But the world is already opening.
As the raindrops knock on the roof,
You read that diary of mine.
And the tears spilled.
And the tears spilled.
Death God Record-----------------
I think about the meaning of existence
A lonely monster.
"Humans die really quickly,"
I continued with a surprised face.
A young soldier fell into love with
The lonely monster.
"Let's spend a lifetime together like this."
Holding warm hands.
Treasuring the start of each and every day,
The monster, which could also have children.
"You're the only one that grows old."
I realized I can't stand it.
Harnessing the power of snakes,
I don't care anymore if it were lost
I created a never-ending world.
Let's go with only our family.
Waiting for you in front of the door,
You never appear.
I counted the floating clouds
The sky seems lonely somehow.
Somewhere in the middle of that
I realized that you weren't coming.
"If so, I'm not interested anymore"
Should I disappear in this world alone?
I don't want to forgive you,
but even now, I still love you
Dead and Seek--------------------
The element of a dark story
Ever since the jump
On the other hand, it offers a piece of mind.
The heat of a simple yet repeated conversation
Can easily draw us in.
At the time, my head was overwhelming
The large calculations that formed in my head
Of "the transformation of human tissues"
Decreasing dull colors
Has a monster been made?
Similarity cannot be served
Even the cells can take in
The red, white, and blue of that beautiful day
I take a sample of your blood with my hands.
Of course, you're still drawn to the summer-heat
Even if you still hide your ass
The rest is in order to help you.
The investigation is up to date
The progress of data relies on the results
Reaching the end of the minute.
Research on this theory called "Love"
Intervals are always a problem.
The presence of the world's nonsense?
The "content" of a story
The unreal, simple science of death
It's basically the same (truth?)
"It's just like you and me".
Ever since that day
I was deprived of hope for a bright future
I'm confirming my presence today, yet again.
The countdown begins
I try to open the door again
"Hey, it's your turn next
How well will you escape this time?"
Marry's Fictional World-------------
The same voice, the same scenery.
My heart would bounce without a care.
Again, the same future.
You'll believe it to be something new.
"What's wrong? I don't understand."
You tightly shut your eyes.
The color of the sunset, tears are streaming down my face
as the sincerely hoping heart gets dyed in red.
"You know, I would be really happy if I could be with you,
tomorrow and the next day."
I will just repeat it all over again
So that I can look at tomorrow's sky with you.
In order to some day come across the world I wished for.
Brave Boy---------------
I cried, “Please, don’t tease me”
And couldn't help but tremble
I was scared at how easily I felt lonely
Like “courage” itself hated me
There was a puppy, rain-soaked like me
And I begged it to understand me
Embraced it and said
“You won’t bully me, right?”
“Let’s become ‘friends’, without using words
though I really want to say something”
But there was was a tragedy waiting for me.
I heard it, a loud voice that
knocked on my closed-off mind
“They’re so dirty” “Let’s play a trick”
“I hate you” “Just die already”
like that
“The voice of my thoughts”, all at once
refused to comply and knocked
If I can’t talk, my heart will break
I’m going to cry
The noise in the web called
“Punishment for having dreams”
was planted in me
as retribution
Today, too, the voice pulled at me
flowed into me as I melted
I stole the psyches of others
Everyone hated me for being strange
Let’s escape, fly away
here, I can’t even breathe
Avoid the eyes of hatred in the city
I quietly dashed along to somewhere…
In the silence of the wandering forest
with no destination in mind
Again, I was scared
and there was someone waiting for me
I could hear it
“Today, too, I’m waiting for a lightly sketched ‘today’.
Anyone, please, help me, I’m lonely”
“The voice of my thoughts” was of the
hesitant boy I was yesterday
“Are you afraid of ‘hearts’?”
“Do you lack the ‘courage’ to change tomorrow?”
“That’s not true” came the faint knock
of the story that I cautiously
opened up
The crouching girl said
“Yesterday, today, and the day before yesterday
I had a dream that
this wide world was easily crumbled.”
That feeling of “I’m scared”
The teary voice of “It’s hard”
But what if we could be saved
like in a picture book?
The feelings that budded today
knocked with a small voice
I want to tell you
“Even so, it’s alright. Don’t cry, okay?”
If I could embrace and laugh with
The heart of “the voice of my thoughts”
I think that a “heart that rescues hearts”
could be called “courage”
As I start to move forward today, as I do every other day,
I can no longer hear the voice from outside the door.