“Johnny.” You shake him. “Johnny.
He mumbles, half asleep. “What? It’s 2 in the morning.”
“I want some tacos. With bacon. And maybe some chocolate sauce.”
“What the hell.” He laughs. “What does this baby like to eat?”
“Apparently tacos with bacon and chocolate sauce.” You say.
“Well, I’ll go make the baby some tacos.” He says, getting out of the bed in his boxers.
“Don’t forget the chocolate sauce!” You yell after him as you rub your belly.
Oh God how was I going to say this.
The rest of my life depended on this.
She was just perfect. In every way possible. She was beautiful. Kind. Sweet. Funny. Understanding. Just (Y/N).
And I needed to tell her.
Tell her how much I needed her, wanted her, and had to have her. It was a feeling beyond comprehension. It was love.
I needed to tell her I loved her.
So here I am, sitting in the lot, looking at the stars with (Y/N). Doing something I love with the one I love.
I look over at her, her eyes gleaming from the light of the fire.
“(Y/N)?” I ask as I grab her hand.
“Yeah?” She turns to face me.
“I-I think…” I start.
“Just say it,” she smiles.
“I love you.” I blurt out.
She looks surprised for a second. But then she grins.
“I love you too.”
About a week ago I was reading " The Outsiders " for the millionth time and for the first time had not started to cry but a few pages from the end i burst into tears and took forever to stop. Everytime without fail, I cry when reading the book.
And i just thought it was amazing that someone could feel so connected to a character or characters that they get emotional about what happens to them in books. I feel so emotional when reading about Johnnys short un-happy life and think how unfair it was for him. Not wanted or appreciated by his parents and constantly in fear of what his father would do to him were the thoughts coming to him on his death bed. S.E Hinton is an incredible Authour as her characters are so real and vivid in peoples minds. What are your thoughts?
And i just thought it was amazing that someone could feel so connected to a character or characters that they get emotional about what happens to them in books. I feel so emotional when reading about Johnnys short un-happy life and think how unfair it was for him. Not wanted or appreciated by his parents and constantly in fear of what his father would do to him were the thoughts coming to him on his death bed. S.E Hinton is an incredible Authour as her characters are so real and vivid in peoples minds. What are your thoughts?
I had it all ready.
My parents wouldn’t care.
It would be a blessing for me to be gone.
I take a deep breath and take a final look in the mirror. My dark skin. Even darker eyes. The black hair I could never keep back. The scar on my cheek.
I run a hand through my hair, exhale, and open the mirror to see the different bottles of pills glaring at me; tempting me.
It would hurt the least. Less than the blade. But it might take longer. The rope would be quicker.
I reach for a bottle, twist the cap, and pour a few pills in my hand. I take another bottle and do the same.
I take a look at the drugs in my hand. I sigh, tilt my head back, and drop the pills in my mouth.
“JOHNNY!” I heard my drunk mother screech.
I spit the pills back into my hands.
I wouldn’t do this in front of my mother. Even though she was awful, she still is my mom. Im still her son.
My parents wouldn’t care.
It would be a blessing for me to be gone.
I take a deep breath and take a final look in the mirror. My dark skin. Even darker eyes. The black hair I could never keep back. The scar on my cheek.
I run a hand through my hair, exhale, and open the mirror to see the different bottles of pills glaring at me; tempting me.
It would hurt the least. Less than the blade. But it might take longer. The rope would be quicker.
I reach for a bottle, twist the cap, and pour a few pills in my hand. I take another bottle and do the same.
I take a look at the drugs in my hand. I sigh, tilt my head back, and drop the pills in my mouth.
“JOHNNY!” I heard my drunk mother screech.
I spit the pills back into my hands.
I wouldn’t do this in front of my mother. Even though she was awful, she still is my mom. Im still her son.
The Outsiders has some great life lessons in it and I take them to heart so here they are...
Darry: He has taught me that even though sometimes someone can seem mean doesn't mean they don't love you.
Two-Bit: Has taught me to take and make a joke.
Sodapop: Has taught me that you can be drunk on just plain living.
Dally: Has taught me to be tough and you won't get hurt.
Steve: Has taught me that you should always stick by your buddies.
Ponyboy: Has taught me that things are rough all over and to notice the beauty around me.
Last but not least Johnny. Johnny? Well he told me to Stay Gold:)
Darry: He has taught me that even though sometimes someone can seem mean doesn't mean they don't love you.
Two-Bit: Has taught me to take and make a joke.
Sodapop: Has taught me that you can be drunk on just plain living.
Dally: Has taught me to be tough and you won't get hurt.
Steve: Has taught me that you should always stick by your buddies.
Ponyboy: Has taught me that things are rough all over and to notice the beauty around me.
Last but not least Johnny. Johnny? Well he told me to Stay Gold:)
“Johnny?” You ask. You were sitting on his lap in the lot.
“Yeah?” He asks, absentmindedly playing with your hair.
“Would you ever leave me?” You whisper.
He sorta turns your body to face him. You see the emotions in his eyes.
“I would never, ever leave you, until the day I die. Even if you ended up with someone else, I’d still always be here. I’d catch you when you fall. Not only catch you, but put you back up where you started and help you along the way. I would never leave you, even in a burning building. I love you.”
