when the red house came in to the view i saw bella cloths damn it i look like a clownw why you didn't tell me dad oh what am i gonna do know i wear my black coat just in case ,
no one here yet but i feel like the hot blood run to my cheeks dad get out of the car , but i can't bella i will kill you ,
jacob hugs bella & say hey to charlie then he came in my direction he linger on my window " thank you for coming i thought you will never talk to me again " he said i answer him with a smile " why don't you get out of the car " he said start to open my door " i cant' " i said " what .. why " he look confused ,
i blushed " first my dress id stupid never fits sec my dad & your dad eating us with there eye "i said without looking at him cos if i did i would not be able to say anything jacob laugh his parky laugh " well i can fix the first one "he said still smiling " how " i ask " just come with me " jacob made a scary look smiled crookedly i get out , he take my hand and start to run he take me in small garage i smiled at him " this is my garage " he said smiling he open the light then he clap his hands " show me your dress i will tell you if it fits or not " he said ok now i get it he was try to get time alone away from them that all
" ok " i said i humor him i want to know him as well if he is the one who will love me to death & will be my protection like bella said last night about sam & emily i want to know him very well
i take of my coat i put it on motorcycle jacob mouth fell open i blushed jacob touch my cheek " you are so cute when you blush " he said in low voice " you are so beautiful in red i love it who care about fits or not it just family & friends its not that complicated" he said smile he take my hand in his
. jacob get really close to me i can feel him warm make me sweat my blood was boiling he kiss my cheeks i take a step back he get closer " jacob " someone calls from out side ,
oh god that was close i almost lose myself
jacob look angry " hey bro " boy came in i put my coat it was cold when jacob get away " casy this seth " jacob said though his teeth i try to hide my laugh i twist my lips " seth this is casy swan " he said i shake his hand it was so hot too no one looks bother but my dress ; they all like it i feel good here this is the family that i have never had bily jacob paul rachel embry quil sam emily jard kim seth leah colin brady dad & bella i feel like home warm around the fire we eat talk laughs tell jokes it was like night in my happy place dad make fishing plane " ok girls ready to go home " dad said " ya " bella & i say in the same time all of them laugh i did too jacob look sad now
,i follow my dad bella was in her truck dad make himself busy buy talk to sue & bily jacob stay at my window he look very sad " i didn't get enough " he said i laugh " feel free to come tomorrow anytime just call me i will come & get you
" he said " i got lots of study you know new school " i said dad smile . jacob face fell down " you should study too " i said " yaya iwll " he said every one say good night to every one i go i want to come back to him tomorrow
no one here yet but i feel like the hot blood run to my cheeks dad get out of the car , but i can't bella i will kill you ,
jacob hugs bella & say hey to charlie then he came in my direction he linger on my window " thank you for coming i thought you will never talk to me again " he said i answer him with a smile " why don't you get out of the car " he said start to open my door " i cant' " i said " what .. why " he look confused ,
i blushed " first my dress id stupid never fits sec my dad & your dad eating us with there eye "i said without looking at him cos if i did i would not be able to say anything jacob laugh his parky laugh " well i can fix the first one "he said still smiling " how " i ask " just come with me " jacob made a scary look smiled crookedly i get out , he take my hand and start to run he take me in small garage i smiled at him " this is my garage " he said smiling he open the light then he clap his hands " show me your dress i will tell you if it fits or not " he said ok now i get it he was try to get time alone away from them that all
" ok " i said i humor him i want to know him as well if he is the one who will love me to death & will be my protection like bella said last night about sam & emily i want to know him very well
i take of my coat i put it on motorcycle jacob mouth fell open i blushed jacob touch my cheek " you are so cute when you blush " he said in low voice " you are so beautiful in red i love it who care about fits or not it just family & friends its not that complicated" he said smile he take my hand in his
. jacob get really close to me i can feel him warm make me sweat my blood was boiling he kiss my cheeks i take a step back he get closer " jacob " someone calls from out side ,
oh god that was close i almost lose myself
jacob look angry " hey bro " boy came in i put my coat it was cold when jacob get away " casy this seth " jacob said though his teeth i try to hide my laugh i twist my lips " seth this is casy swan " he said i shake his hand it was so hot too no one looks bother but my dress ; they all like it i feel good here this is the family that i have never had bily jacob paul rachel embry quil sam emily jard kim seth leah colin brady dad & bella i feel like home warm around the fire we eat talk laughs tell jokes it was like night in my happy place dad make fishing plane " ok girls ready to go home " dad said " ya " bella & i say in the same time all of them laugh i did too jacob look sad now
,i follow my dad bella was in her truck dad make himself busy buy talk to sue & bily jacob stay at my window he look very sad " i didn't get enough " he said i laugh " feel free to come tomorrow anytime just call me i will come & get you
" he said " i got lots of study you know new school " i said dad smile . jacob face fell down " you should study too " i said " yaya iwll " he said every one say good night to every one i go i want to come back to him tomorrow
Renessme
i met you yesterday down at lapush beach
but now i see you belong to the blood suking leach
when he left i saw you die inside
now that i see you'r not trying to hide anymore he comes back
what is it that i lack
i see you are engaged
so i had to see if you had feelings left for me i gave you a kiss
and it must have hurt him but now i see you go back to him
and all of them
now i see you get marred and have you'r baby now that i see her
she makes me feel the way you did i can be happy like i used to be with my renessme
why did she have to marry that bloodsucker that leech?! edward cullen doesnt deserve someone like bella swan! i DO!i wonder what would our lives have been if she had chosen me. we would live very happy hhhmmm.charlie wouldve been happy,we are practically family, i just dont know what she sees in that bloodsucker. every night i howl at the moon moaning over how much i love bella.if she had chosen me i wouldnt need her to transform so she could stay with me.i would age with her.we wouldnt need a new beginning. but on the opposite ofthe black side the bright side is i have renesmee. shes so gorgeous,shes everything id ever want.i only want bella to be happy, i really do, so i guess she stays with the bloodsuaker and me with renesmee.