Umm... I had this thing too... I couldn't create anything good when I was happy, and I thought that constant suffering improves my art.
But it stoped, and I couldn't do anything even when I was miserable.
If I could choose what is better - to be inspired or happy, I'd be inspired. Happiness is not inspiration for me.
And you are.. well... miserable. Just don't get depressed too hard, because inspiration can stop but you'd feel bad anyway
I spent 10 years in texas of which most of it was all depressing. I think at those times my paintings and poetry ect was maybe better than now. I think when we are sad or depressed we dont mind spending extra time doing things. That was my case now when I look back on it all from usa life.
posted over a year ago
Maybe it makes you normal or maybe you can feel sorrow more intense than other emotions. I hope that helped
