How do you feel about Idina Menzel being remarried back in September of 2017?

I don't want to sound selfish, but when I saw on her Twitter page that she got remarried, I was sad. Allow me to explain why: 1. I've known Idina since October of 2014, because Elsa introduced me to her. At the time, she was a single mother, and I've known her as such, and I liked that idea. She could've been a role model to single mothers around the world of how they don't need to have a romantic relationship with someone in order to have a great life, especially when they have a child they can raise and be proud of. 2. I wanted to talk to and be friends with Idina for a long time. On the first day of my new school year, I saw on Twitter how she appeared on the Ellen Show with an 11 year old boy was also a fan of hers. This inspired me to write an article about why I'm such a big fan of her, how she changed my life and why I respect and look up to her. I thought that maybe she'll read it and contact me, so I poured my heart and soul into it, but it didn't work. And when I saw that she got remarried, my chances of ever meeting her dwindled even further. Nowadays, I can barely listen to any of her songs or even look at screenshots of her because it feels like I'm unworthy of her presence and don't deserve her. That I'm bellow her and that she shouldn't waste her time with me.