No One Will Ever Understand

Nights spent in shivering agony.
There’s just some things no one will ever understand.
Like the raging pain throughout your body,
Or the training that roars in your soul.
They will never understand.
The burning in your body.
The fire in your eyes.
The hatred in your heart.

Memories

I can not sleep as long as my memories scroll through my mind.
I can not be loved as long as my memories hold true.
I can not be happy as long as i have my memories.
all i can feel is the pain that grows inside me, with each passing day.
all i can feel is the saddness that fills me, with each thought of my past.
i am no more than a shadow.
stepped upon, walked upon.
Rembered by no one.

Keep away this pain.
The good Lord left me.
He keeps his good things
away from me.
His laws kept me away
from discovering myself
again, again.
Save me from myself.
Keep away this pain.
No ones found me until
I let them have me.
See this? This is me, myself.
See my blood? No? Oh well!
Save me from myself.
Take away this pain.
Keep away this pain.
Keep away
Save me from
Just save me


I sit inside my room
As you crawl under my skin
I fight a pointless battle
In which I cannot win
You tell me that you love me
But I do not believe
But I can not say no to you
So for you, I still bleed
Rushing in my veins
My blood is red, no more
I cannot get rid of it
For insanity has no cure
And as I write this poem
My tears come to an end
Because I've made it through hurt and heartbreak
And I have made a friend
By,
Crona Gorgon

I am falling down into my shadow
The breeding place for my hate
All I see are my darkest dreams
Grasping for escape
My hands can only hold onto my pain
I’m in a deadly night
Lit by only the dimmest hateful moon
Tempting me with its twilight
Armed with nothing but my malice
I reach for the vile moon with its bloody grin
On my throne of shadows made of the moon
Residing over the deadly night
I’m none other then the soul eater
I chant in the light praying for night
When the evenings light begins to shine
It cant reach me but I can go towards it
stepping in to the nights endless silent song
I will see you in you dreams

I loved someone, but they hated me watched as my life fades
Why. Well some people say you get what you deserve
I went to the kitchen and looked upon the sharp blades
They were on my arms as I watched them carve and curve
It's like there's a face under the skin a voice inside my head,
It screams, tears and eats away upon my weakened soul,
And as it ripped and killed, there was a voice that said,
Your heart is cold and empty no one wants it it's like a hole
I cried and screamed my arms bleed but the voice wouldn't stop,
No one wants you, your empty worthless, nothing
I watched screamed, cut and looked at the bloody drops,
I knew I should never even have thought of loving