Ok... so, please, if you haven't seen Lockdown yet,
don't read this, cause I don't want to ruin the epi for you... V.V
So, I guess you would think that I would be scared and hurt cause House said Lydia made him change and all that crap...
Well... guess again!
I'm scared about this:
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and the last night's epi... made it all sink in.
If Cuddy was pregnant, that would change the show so much, and when I say so much, I mean half the Huddies would kill themselves leaving House with only 6million people watching every week.
Even though it seems completely pointless, I fear that the producers/writers are preparing us for this.
First, we didn't get any Huddy since Ignorance is bliss, and it was then that Cuddy said 'This isn't fun anymore'
and guess what!
IT ISN'T FUN ANYMORE!!!!!!
And then, House says that Lydia changed him, that she is the ONE that was making his leg soar.
No Cuddy, at all.
Instead, Cuddy is mentioned only when it comes to House's pranks (staff personal files) and, maybe they want to tell us that, Cuddy isn't anything else for House than a simple prank.
And...well... at that moment, I thought... sure, ok
they're doing what they've been doing since January, stepping away from Huddy, but...
I was disappointed once more.
You remember when Cuddy had a talk with the lost baby's mom.
How she asked Cuddy if she had kids and when Cuddy told her that she adopted a girl a year before and
then she said that she doesn't know if she could love her step son, adopted son, as HER baby girl?
Well, after what she told Cuddy, Cuddy's face changed.
AND this, this! my friends, is what made me scared and what I'm still scared of.
The only reason Cuddy would show that 'weird' kind of emotion, like thinking, 'hm.... how will that apply when it comes to me'
is if she was questioning her love to Rachel...
and how would it be different from the...
NEW KID!
Yeah, tell me I'm going all DRAMATIC over this, but
it's just the way my brain wants to go at this moment.
So, I know you didn't need any more of misery, but please, tell me how you see all this.
THANK YOU ♥
btw. I'm still staying Huddy! :P XD
don't read this, cause I don't want to ruin the epi for you... V.V
So, I guess you would think that I would be scared and hurt cause House said Lydia made him change and all that crap...
Well... guess again!
I'm scared about this:
link
and the last night's epi... made it all sink in.
If Cuddy was pregnant, that would change the show so much, and when I say so much, I mean half the Huddies would kill themselves leaving House with only 6million people watching every week.
Even though it seems completely pointless, I fear that the producers/writers are preparing us for this.
First, we didn't get any Huddy since Ignorance is bliss, and it was then that Cuddy said 'This isn't fun anymore'
and guess what!
IT ISN'T FUN ANYMORE!!!!!!
And then, House says that Lydia changed him, that she is the ONE that was making his leg soar.
No Cuddy, at all.
Instead, Cuddy is mentioned only when it comes to House's pranks (staff personal files) and, maybe they want to tell us that, Cuddy isn't anything else for House than a simple prank.
And...well... at that moment, I thought... sure, ok
they're doing what they've been doing since January, stepping away from Huddy, but...
I was disappointed once more.
You remember when Cuddy had a talk with the lost baby's mom.
How she asked Cuddy if she had kids and when Cuddy told her that she adopted a girl a year before and
then she said that she doesn't know if she could love her step son, adopted son, as HER baby girl?
Well, after what she told Cuddy, Cuddy's face changed.
AND this, this! my friends, is what made me scared and what I'm still scared of.
The only reason Cuddy would show that 'weird' kind of emotion, like thinking, 'hm.... how will that apply when it comes to me'
is if she was questioning her love to Rachel...
and how would it be different from the...
NEW KID!
Yeah, tell me I'm going all DRAMATIC over this, but
it's just the way my brain wants to go at this moment.
So, I know you didn't need any more of misery, but please, tell me how you see all this.
THANK YOU ♥
btw. I'm still staying Huddy! :P XD
Okay, this poem is basically in Cuddy's POV kind of to House. I wrote it to be kind of Cuddy's personal thing, but of course, it turned into Huddy. My first article on this spot AND Huddy poem, so please tell me what you think! It's short and might be a bit confusing at first, but here it goes;
Love.
And that's all I ever wanted.
How did I get here?
Just crying in an empty room
Once again a vacant world to me
I'm hurting and I'm sure you know
I hope, and that's just what i do
That the world could be, just be
What i want it to, another happy ending
Which we both know it won't be
Just hold me, so for a second
I could pretend it is
Could pretend it can
Pretend it could be
And maybe I could love you
And pretend i didn't know
That it was one of the few things
I was missing.
I know it kind of sucks, but it's my first and what do you expect?
Love.
And that's all I ever wanted.
How did I get here?
Just crying in an empty room
Once again a vacant world to me
I'm hurting and I'm sure you know
I hope, and that's just what i do
That the world could be, just be
What i want it to, another happy ending
Which we both know it won't be
Just hold me, so for a second
I could pretend it is
Could pretend it can
Pretend it could be
And maybe I could love you
And pretend i didn't know
That it was one of the few things
I was missing.
I know it kind of sucks, but it's my first and what do you expect?