This is a little Huddy fanfic I made, which I guess is set in Season 5. And it's written differently to my normal fanfics. First paragraph under each heading is House's POV, second is Cuddy's. Anyway, ENJOY! XD
She came into my office today, lecturing me about some procedure or another being ethically wrong or something. I don't know, I never really listen, fantasising instead. Every time I see her that day, one more button on her shirt, undone. Every time she lectures me, she smiles seductively before she leaves again. What does she mean by this? Before the end of the day, I march into her office just to annoy her and confuse her...and see her. I want her.
Whenever I walk into his office, trying to tell him something serious, I know he's not listening. He just looks at me, his gaze lowering slowly, teasing. His eyes are full of lust. He knows I like to tease him too, so I smile before I leave. When he marched into my office later on, my heart nearly jumped out of my mouth, thinking, will he do it? Will he just walk upto me, without a single word, and kiss me? I want him.
I await her presence more than I await food. I overindulge in her very presence. I seek after her, wanting to do something wrong, just so she will lecture me. So I can see her. I'm a glutton for her.
I always hope he has done something wrong, despite the cost, because I get to see him, his fake sheepish look, his deep blue eyes, his intense stare. I overindulge in him. I'm a glutton for him.
I often betray my closest friend, to get closer to her. I make fun of him if he goes on a 'date' with her, so he won't do it again. So I get the chance instead. I know it's morally wrong. But I can't help myself. I'm greedy for her.
Sometimes he goes out of his way to get my attention, hurting others on the way, but I'm flattered, not caring about other people's feelings. I want him to do that because it means I'll see him more. I'm greedy for him.
I know I am a lonely man. I'm not good at relationships; never one for commitment. This saddens me because it means I won't get that relationship with her. I have no joy in anything I do when she's not there, but I feel that I don't deserve her. It pains me to think I'll never be with her.
I never seem to get it right in relationships, probably because I have a checklist that my ideal man has to live upto. That and the fact I'm more committed to my work than anything else. How can I have a relationship with him when he is not the perfect man I'd been dreaming of ever since I was a little girl, even though he is perfect for me. It pains me to think I'll never be with him.
There are always those annoyingly happy-in-love patients that annoy me to no end, constantly asking if I've ever felt that way. I have no choice but to put on a front, and say love is for losers. Of course I don't believe it, I just have to when I can't have her. Not waking up next to her makes me angry.
There have been so many failed attempts for a child through IVF, and I've never been in a proper relationship so I could do it the standard way. He's not exactly the perfect father figure I would want my child to have, but I want him to be the one fathering my child. Not waking up next to him makes me angry.
Every male doctor in this damn hospital stares at her all the time. I don't blame them, but I wish they wouldn't all the same. I want to tell them to back off, the woman's mine, but I can't. I envy those who have had a chance to get close to her.
He can be a pain in the ass, but still there are so many girls who have a crush on him, it's unbelievable, yet I understand why. It's his bluntness, his eyes, his stare. I envy those who have had a chance to get close to him.
Finally, I get that date I've been asking for after so long. I know we look good together. Who needs Vicodin when I get high on Lisa Cuddy. I'm so proud to be with her, it's almost unhealthy.
He asked me again, and I said yes this time. I gave into him. His eyes and his stare almost summoned me. Who cares if he's unconventional, I want to be with him. I'm so proud to be with him, it's almost unhealthy.