ok so i am ok or am i busted? i dont want to be a sinner.

Don't worry =) God is always with you and earth is not our real home. God will not forsake you and He will always be there to comfort you and hold you in His strong arms. You can count on him to do anything. He even sent His Son (HIS OWN SON WHICH HE LOVES SO MUCH) to die for YOU! =) The only unpardonable sin is not accepting Him as your Savior. All other things, whether it be: murder, lies, adultery or whatever can always be forgiven when you mean it. God knows your heart. Go to church and you WILL gain faith. If you want to become a true Christian, there are three things that you must say with you mouth and mean with your heart.
1. Say, "God, please come into my heart."
2. Say, "I confess that I am a sinner."
3. Say, "I accept your Son, Jesus Christ, as my Lord and Savior."

If you do those three things, you are officially a child of God. It says in the Bible that the angels rejoice and have a party in heaven everytime someone becomes a believer. =) Isn't that neat? Talk to God constantly, even in your head. I talk to Him when I'm making breakfast. =) He will send his angels to fight any evil forces that are against you, and remember that God always judges and punishes sin in some way. If someone is prosecuting you for being a believer, let God handle that person, because you know He will. Your his child. =)

I have a small book, and it is called A Pocketful of Promises. It has letters from God to you. Let me read you one that you will probably like:

My Child,

I know you are struggling with doubt, but deep inside your spirit I have given you faith to move mountains. Let my precious promises wash your doubts away. I will never leave you, fail you, or forsake you. I am always with you; you are never alone. When you feel like giving up, cast your care and burdens upon Me. Rest in my arms and trust Me to take care of all that concerns you. I love you. Lift your eyes to the Heavens, for I am your help. Call on Me and I will restore you. Hope in Me, for I am here.

~Your Father

Many girls/boys live the same way as you.They like horror movies and listen to all kinds of music and do other things the same as you.Try not to worry too much as it does not make you a bad person it can all be part of growing up.If you must watch and listen to these type of things then do it in moderation don't let it overtake your life.Try and take up new interests and hobbies.I think that as you get older your whole way of thinking will change just give it time.I will pray for you and light a candle for you i hope this will give you some hope,strength and the support in which you seek <3

sometimes i get led into temptation and like things that God may not. but i always ask for forgiveness from God if i think it is wrong or know it is. i will pray for you that God will give you the strength to overcome this.