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I'm just going to copy and paste this if the link doesn't work, or if you're too lazy to click it. And yes, I know that this is old, but I only saw it now, and wanted to share this.
The verbatim post in full:
Last Words of a SONE to SNSD
The following is a blog/diary entry by a terminally ill SONE in July 2011, just weeks before SNSD’s solo concerts.
To: Girls’ Generation
You will probably never know who I am..
And you will probably never be able to read this.. ^^
But there’s someone who always diligently reposts my words so perhaps there is a chance.
I first saw you… September 2007… such a long time ago, right?
I bet you guys must also cringe at how you were back then…
Up until then, I had never been a fan of anything…
So how did I end up liking you so much?
I became addicted to cigarettes despite having been in ill-health
and I came to like you guys so much that I began to regret this,
When the first SONE fanclub membership was open… I wondered what the point of going that far would be.
To this day, I regret not joining… and last year, I could not because I came down with a sudden illness…
I regret so much that I couldn’t be more active in supporting you.
I realised too late how amazing it is to hang out with people, the SONE, who loved you and thought dearly of you as much as I did…
And 2008, when joy became horror… I had nobody to console or to be consoled by
But I stoically waited for you. And when it passed… and I saw the teaser for ‘Gee’
I cried silently.
Thank you.. Thank you so much.. Thank you for returning to our side..
But as you began your activities and I came to see you more often…
I began to forget to take care of my own body..
This would have been the first, and last, solo concert that I could have attended..
I’m sorry.. sorry that I don’t even have the strength to attend them now.
From the beginning to the end… I love you all… I wanted to see you…
I have never said “Right now, it’s Girls’ Generation” to you…
And so from now on, as long as my eyes are open and I still breathe, I will keep regretting…
I am not sad that I may have to go to America…
You guys are really famous now… no matter where I go, I can still hear news about you.
To you… I am just one of the hundreds of thousands of SONE…
In a concert arena, I am just one of the hundreds of SONE chanting for you…
On your birthday, I’m just one of the the hundreds of SONE writing letters to you…
Despite all that, I still like it all…
Because I feel your love…
I feel myself thinking so dearly of you, loving you…
Have I ever been a fan of anything this much in my life?
In the precious little time I have left, will I stop being this much of a fan?
I don’t think so.
You know, even if I’m just one of
Hundreds of thousands… hundreds… I don’t mind.
SONES who say “I love you all forever”…
These really are the amazing people…
I don’t know if anyone else will see me like this, too…
But however I appear… but SNSD! You… all you need to know is this:
No matter where you are, no mater what you do…
We will be cheering you on.
Congratulations on your second solo concert… and I hope that you will stay healthy this year, too.
From,
a SONE among hundreds of thousands
This person successfully got the tickets to the concert, but was unable to attend. This was because they had to go to America on July 23rd for a last-chance medical treatment, with the SONE saying that this may be the end of the road. We have not heard from them since.
You may feel skeptical about this. Like, "Why would anyone care about the health of some idol group more than theirs?" Instead of asking that, think about this: When we love somebody as much as this person had loved SNSD, it's hard to let them go. And, when you know that your time on Earth is coming to an end, you care more about the other people in your life that made you feel happy and loved rather than yourself, because there's nothing you can do to end your illness.
I personally think that this was such a sweet letter, and hopefully, SNSD had already read this before I did. May this fan rest in peace...
I like doing these articles every once in a while. I think I'll do this a bit more often. Thanks for reading, please no bashing, and I'll see you at the next article! Bye!
I'm just going to copy and paste this if the link doesn't work, or if you're too lazy to click it. And yes, I know that this is old, but I only saw it now, and wanted to share this.
The verbatim post in full:
Last Words of a SONE to SNSD
The following is a blog/diary entry by a terminally ill SONE in July 2011, just weeks before SNSD’s solo concerts.
To: Girls’ Generation
You will probably never know who I am..
And you will probably never be able to read this.. ^^
But there’s someone who always diligently reposts my words so perhaps there is a chance.
I first saw you… September 2007… such a long time ago, right?
I bet you guys must also cringe at how you were back then…
Up until then, I had never been a fan of anything…
So how did I end up liking you so much?
I became addicted to cigarettes despite having been in ill-health
and I came to like you guys so much that I began to regret this,
When the first SONE fanclub membership was open… I wondered what the point of going that far would be.
To this day, I regret not joining… and last year, I could not because I came down with a sudden illness…
I regret so much that I couldn’t be more active in supporting you.
I realised too late how amazing it is to hang out with people, the SONE, who loved you and thought dearly of you as much as I did…
And 2008, when joy became horror… I had nobody to console or to be consoled by
But I stoically waited for you. And when it passed… and I saw the teaser for ‘Gee’
I cried silently.
Thank you.. Thank you so much.. Thank you for returning to our side..
But as you began your activities and I came to see you more often…
I began to forget to take care of my own body..
This would have been the first, and last, solo concert that I could have attended..
I’m sorry.. sorry that I don’t even have the strength to attend them now.
From the beginning to the end… I love you all… I wanted to see you…
I have never said “Right now, it’s Girls’ Generation” to you…
And so from now on, as long as my eyes are open and I still breathe, I will keep regretting…
I am not sad that I may have to go to America…
You guys are really famous now… no matter where I go, I can still hear news about you.
To you… I am just one of the hundreds of thousands of SONE…
In a concert arena, I am just one of the hundreds of SONE chanting for you…
On your birthday, I’m just one of the the hundreds of SONE writing letters to you…
Despite all that, I still like it all…
Because I feel your love…
I feel myself thinking so dearly of you, loving you…
Have I ever been a fan of anything this much in my life?
In the precious little time I have left, will I stop being this much of a fan?
I don’t think so.
You know, even if I’m just one of
Hundreds of thousands… hundreds… I don’t mind.
SONES who say “I love you all forever”…
These really are the amazing people…
I don’t know if anyone else will see me like this, too…
But however I appear… but SNSD! You… all you need to know is this:
No matter where you are, no mater what you do…
We will be cheering you on.
Congratulations on your second solo concert… and I hope that you will stay healthy this year, too.
From,
a SONE among hundreds of thousands
This person successfully got the tickets to the concert, but was unable to attend. This was because they had to go to America on July 23rd for a last-chance medical treatment, with the SONE saying that this may be the end of the road. We have not heard from them since.
You may feel skeptical about this. Like, "Why would anyone care about the health of some idol group more than theirs?" Instead of asking that, think about this: When we love somebody as much as this person had loved SNSD, it's hard to let them go. And, when you know that your time on Earth is coming to an end, you care more about the other people in your life that made you feel happy and loved rather than yourself, because there's nothing you can do to end your illness.
I personally think that this was such a sweet letter, and hopefully, SNSD had already read this before I did. May this fan rest in peace...
I like doing these articles every once in a while. I think I'll do this a bit more often. Thanks for reading, please no bashing, and I'll see you at the next article! Bye!
Time for my lovely Sooyoung =)
don't expect much, LOOOOOOOL
Gee japanese version
This was the first MV in which i found Sooyoung... just ok. not a fan of her hair and her face also looked pretty awkward
Paparazzi
This is the first Sooyoung disaster and thank god it's the only one so far, LMAO. i do like her other hairstyle in the same MV, though (when she's wearing a tuxedo and her hair is in her ponytail)
yeah, sorry, there's only 2. not my fault, though. Sooyoung is my prettiest member, therefore, it's pretty rare to think she looks bad
and tbh, i think she's the member that has been the least victimized so far, at least when it comes to crazy hairstyles
What are your least favorite Sooyoung looks?
don't expect much, LOOOOOOOL
Gee japanese version
This was the first MV in which i found Sooyoung... just ok. not a fan of her hair and her face also looked pretty awkward
Paparazzi
This is the first Sooyoung disaster and thank god it's the only one so far, LMAO. i do like her other hairstyle in the same MV, though (when she's wearing a tuxedo and her hair is in her ponytail)
yeah, sorry, there's only 2. not my fault, though. Sooyoung is my prettiest member, therefore, it's pretty rare to think she looks bad
and tbh, i think she's the member that has been the least victimized so far, at least when it comes to crazy hairstyles
What are your least favorite Sooyoung looks?