i could of let myself sink in.
but the walls were to thin.
the room was silent, and my breath sounded loud against the silence.
i am alone.
i could blame it on you, on them...but i cannot see.
maybe it was my fault, maybe it was me. but i cant see.
it wouldnt be mine anymore.
not anyones, because now it is lost.
lost like my voice because there is no one to talk to.
no one but me.
who is me? what am i?
i feel the wet tear drop fall from my eye.


im lost in the silence and can not drown, alone forever and not knowing who i am. what i used to be.
now the tear falls to my hand, it feels nice, but then it...