emo

he had a secret
i asked him why
he wudnt tell me
i thought he was suppossed to be my lullaby

he said he needed to talk
i told him say it on the phone
he said no way then hung up
and left me crying over the phone

he was sexy, sweet, and oh swo kind
but now i guess
i have to leave him behinde

are we broken up?
i have no clue
he was and is my everything
i dont know what to do

razors ease me pain
blood makes me feel real
i love the rush of the pain
its like i lost the steering wheel

a slice is not enough
three is alright
maybe drugs will do the trick
no
not tonight

maybe its just a phase
though i was crying all night
jordan...

Why Can't You Understand


I don't know why I let you go
But I know I still love you
Do you know, I'm so lost without you
Now that your gone
I don't know what to do
Why can't you understand
I need you here with me

Do you know
I can't go on when your not here
And I know you fear
You might make me cry
Was it real or was it just a lie?
Why can't you understand that I need you

I want you to know
I can't breathe without you by my side
What the point of living
When our love has died
I can be forgiving
If you just understand I need you

Do you know
I can't go on when your not here
And I know you fear
You might make me cry...