This is my first rap song. It's about my co-worker. It's not very nice. Also, somewhere there's the line 'i don't mind being the hottest chick around' I usually don't say those kinds of things. She just really pissed me off.
Talking shit like a twit
That’s all you can do
But when it comes down to it
Nothing gets through to you
You’re all big talk
But you got no game
And this poor me crap
Is really fucking lame
Who the hell are you
To play victimized
We’ve all got issues, bitch
But I guess yours are worse than mine
If you’d be the honest person
You claim to be
You wouldn’t talk third
person singular about me
Did you think I wouldn’t hear
Standing two feet away
Or is the truth that you really
Just didn’t fucking care
You got your head so far up your ass
You can view the world through your mouth
Is it any wonder I’m mad
If you’re all you think about
I’ve had it with your commentary
It’s like a never-ending song
You’re no better than me
But go ahead and prove me wrong
You need to lose some fat
At least that’s one thing you’re right about
But take your time
I don’t mind being the hottest chick around
Think you can get what you want
Just by clapping your hands
In case you didn’t know
Your wishes are no one’s commands
You may not like the cards
That’ve been dealt to you
You still gotta play the game
So you might wanna lose the attitude
When life gives you lemons
You better not suck it up
‘Cause the look on you face
Says you’ve had more than enough
You judge people for
Talking behind other people’s backs
I guess this is where I say
Pot calls kettle black
You asked if I’m mad
But you never asked me why
So, if there was ever an apology
You can now kiss it goodbye
Go find someone else
To bother with your tears and your grief
‘Cause this whole ‘everyone hates me’ shit
Doesn’t work on me
Guess I’m cold like that
But I like it that way
You’re not worth my tears
Sure as hell not my pain
You always say the right things
To make matters worse
And you never seem to understand
When to keep your big mouth shut
Now you’re mad, ‘cause I’m mad
Must’ve forgotten about it
Being pissed is a privilege
And only you hold the rights to it
I don’t mind being the bad guy
I don’t mind being mean
I’d rather be pure evil
Than a whining drama queen
You’ve got a car, got a job
Yes, it’s easy to tell
That even though you have food and shelter
Your life’s a living hell
Easy for me to say
‘Cause I’m not walking your shoes
But like I said before
We all have our issues
So don’t pretend to know
One thing about me
My life’s not a fairytale
And it ain’t always pretty
At least I fight my demons
The best way I know how
You take yours with you
And unleash them to the crowd
Now it’s past midnight
This is getting insane
But I just can’t stop writing
And you’re the one to blame
Guess it also never crossed your mind
To pass the thank you’s around
You know, when we cleaned up your mess
‘Cause you weren’t around
We’re not at your service
If that’s what you thought
And if you’re crying now
You shouldn’t have pissed me off
No one gives a rat’s ass
Your life’s not what you pictured it
If you don’t make a change
You’re just gonna have to live it
Now I can keep going
About what a pretentious bitch you’ve been
But if it still hasn’t gotten through your skull
It’s never gonna sink in
Talking shit like a twit
That’s all you can do
But when it comes down to it
Nothing gets through to you
You’re all big talk
But you got no game
And this poor me crap
Is really fucking lame
Who the hell are you
To play victimized
We’ve all got issues, bitch
But I guess yours are worse than mine
If you’d be the honest person
You claim to be
You wouldn’t talk third
person singular about me
Did you think I wouldn’t hear
Standing two feet away
Or is the truth that you really
Just didn’t fucking care
You got your head so far up your ass
You can view the world through your mouth
Is it any wonder I’m mad
If you’re all you think about
I’ve had it with your commentary
It’s like a never-ending song
You’re no better than me
But go ahead and prove me wrong
You need to lose some fat
At least that’s one thing you’re right about
But take your time
I don’t mind being the hottest chick around
Think you can get what you want
Just by clapping your hands
In case you didn’t know
Your wishes are no one’s commands
You may not like the cards
That’ve been dealt to you
You still gotta play the game
So you might wanna lose the attitude
When life gives you lemons
You better not suck it up
‘Cause the look on you face
Says you’ve had more than enough
You judge people for
Talking behind other people’s backs
I guess this is where I say
Pot calls kettle black
You asked if I’m mad
But you never asked me why
So, if there was ever an apology
You can now kiss it goodbye
Go find someone else
To bother with your tears and your grief
‘Cause this whole ‘everyone hates me’ shit
Doesn’t work on me
Guess I’m cold like that
But I like it that way
You’re not worth my tears
Sure as hell not my pain
You always say the right things
To make matters worse
And you never seem to understand
When to keep your big mouth shut
Now you’re mad, ‘cause I’m mad
Must’ve forgotten about it
Being pissed is a privilege
And only you hold the rights to it
I don’t mind being the bad guy
I don’t mind being mean
I’d rather be pure evil
Than a whining drama queen
You’ve got a car, got a job
Yes, it’s easy to tell
That even though you have food and shelter
Your life’s a living hell
Easy for me to say
‘Cause I’m not walking your shoes
But like I said before
We all have our issues
So don’t pretend to know
One thing about me
My life’s not a fairytale
And it ain’t always pretty
At least I fight my demons
The best way I know how
You take yours with you
And unleash them to the crowd
Now it’s past midnight
This is getting insane
But I just can’t stop writing
And you’re the one to blame
Guess it also never crossed your mind
To pass the thank you’s around
You know, when we cleaned up your mess
‘Cause you weren’t around
We’re not at your service
If that’s what you thought
And if you’re crying now
You shouldn’t have pissed me off
No one gives a rat’s ass
Your life’s not what you pictured it
If you don’t make a change
You’re just gonna have to live it
Now I can keep going
About what a pretentious bitch you’ve been
But if it still hasn’t gotten through your skull
It’s never gonna sink in
P1 - I swear i stil do
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I said was true.
And when I said I love you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought you would be there through the times that I needed you the most.
I thought you would be there to help me
When your love was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking you would be there catch me.
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I said was true.
And when I said I love you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought you would be there through the times that I needed you the most.
I thought you would be there to help me
When your love was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking you would be there catch me.
some amature suff
Dream Of My Love So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
Kissing and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This love is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But more dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see you someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
Dream Of My Love So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
Kissing and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This love is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But more dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see you someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
I wrote this listening to Gollum's Song, sung by Karliene Renolds. I don't know why, I just felt like doing this.
It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they said they cared. I can't go back.
I can feel it coming. No friends tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.
Don't cry for me. you're too late. You hurt me. You blamed me everything. I can never go home.
I am lost. I will never go home.
It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they said they cared. I can't go back.
I can feel it coming. No friends tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.
Don't cry for me. you're too late. You hurt me. You blamed me everything. I can never go home.
I am lost. I will never go home.
I don’t think I could ever love someone like I loved you
You are my first and last love
You go I go
You stay I stay
And you might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way love is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
You will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So you can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains you can be my shelter.
I will tell you my feelings and you will tell me yours.
We can laugh and kiss and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
You can take me home
I will let you hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch you give me
I will be satisfied.
You are my first and last love
You go I go
You stay I stay
And you might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way love is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
You will always find your self coming back.
_________________________________________________
Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So you can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains you can be my shelter.
I will tell you my feelings and you will tell me yours.
We can laugh and kiss and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
You can take me home
I will let you hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch you give me
I will be satisfied.
pain fills my heart and brings me to the darkside where I reside for awhile. Until I'm grabbed by the hand and pulled out by a so-called friend who just pushes me back in and leaves me to cry in the darkest corner of my heart. I feel like I'm being ripped apart, limb by limb, every string of my heart played by the devil's hand. I feel like I'm not whole, like I'm nothing without him. The one one who killed his best friend, the one who left me alone, I didn't know how to swim. All I want is him to come back and hurt me again. He was my only friend, or so I thought, but when he slapped me across my face, that's emotion you can't replace and I faced it everyday or so for a year and a half. Don't try to sympathize because I know with my heart and soul that you will leave and let me go with crappy bittersweet goodbyes...
Black roses;
They became the roses that where once red,
They became this Black when my Heart bled,
They Represent my Sorrows,
They represent the path my heart follows,
Black roses;
the symbol of my heart,
this is what it became, once i fell apart
Black roses,
there's a beauty hidden in this Darkened rose,
as it Stands innocently Maintaining its pose,
A beauty that Attracts those who have gone astray,
it frees them of thier hearts pain,
Black roses;
So beautiful you are,
Your as raidient as a shining star
Razor blade roses,
free me of your grip,
as your sharp ends are causing my skin to split,
Theres nothing like this pain,
but for this moment, i will let the blood rain,
the beauty pours from its core,
Spreading eagerly across its Petal covered floors,
Pain becomes pleasure,
As this rose is tempting me with its beauty,
free me from your grip,
and let the blades slip
i hpoe you like them (:
They became the roses that where once red,
They became this Black when my Heart bled,
They Represent my Sorrows,
They represent the path my heart follows,
Black roses;
the symbol of my heart,
this is what it became, once i fell apart
Black roses,
there's a beauty hidden in this Darkened rose,
as it Stands innocently Maintaining its pose,
A beauty that Attracts those who have gone astray,
it frees them of thier hearts pain,
Black roses;
So beautiful you are,
Your as raidient as a shining star
Razor blade roses,
free me of your grip,
as your sharp ends are causing my skin to split,
Theres nothing like this pain,
but for this moment, i will let the blood rain,
the beauty pours from its core,
Spreading eagerly across its Petal covered floors,
Pain becomes pleasure,
As this rose is tempting me with its beauty,
free me from your grip,
and let the blades slip
i hpoe you like them (:
