Nightmares written by Mellie Erdmann on fanfiction.net
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She heard the shot. And she couldn’t do anything to stop the bullet from getting into the target. She wanted it. Desperately. But she couldn’t. That bastard had tied her so she couldn’t move. And he was torturing her, forcing her to watch while he killed the man she loved.
Yes. Loved. She knew it, but prefered to lie to herself, so she wouldn’t get hurt again. But she couldn’t deny the feelings she had, not anymore.
Lilly gasped in pain when the man felt to the ground, blood appearing on his white shirt. Tears falled from her eyes while she yelled his name.
Lilly Rush awoke scared, his name on her lips. The low light on her room calmed her down. She was safe. He was safe. There was no need to worry.
She got up and went straight to the shower, letting the warm water hit her back and calm her down. Her breath returned to normal and she smiled a little, not aware that her usually pale face was even paler.
When he got into work, she was already there. She resisted the urge to wrap her arms around him and kiss him breathtaking. She was just glad he was fine.
The day was normal, nothing to do except paperwork. She kept reminding herself she shouldn’t be looking at him like she was, but she failed every single time.
Scotty Valens had realized Lilly was looking at him like she was relieved. And he wanted to know why. But she wouldn’t let him in, not now. Thinking on a way to get the answer from her, he kept doing paperwork.
Lilly was tired. Tired of being strong, tired of hiding her emtions, tired of everything. And just now, all she wanted was to get home and sleep. While she was sleeping, she could almost forgot everything that she hated about her life.
She sat on the couch for a few minutes. The the door bell rang.
Scotty? – asked her, surprised by seeing him in front of her. He smiled.
Hey, Lil. Are you ok? – asked he, concern evident on his eyes and voice.
Yes. Why?
Well, you seemed a little distracted today.
His answer took her breath. If he only knew...
I’m fine, Scotty, really.
Are you sure?
Yes, I’m sure. You want to come in?
Am I bothering you or anything?
No, it’s ok.
They sat on the couch and talked about light things for a while. Then, for her own surprise, Lilly found herself telling him everything about her nightmare. When she finished, she felt tears on her eyes and let the fall free on her face.
Scotty knelt beside her. He wiped her tears with his thumbs and gently kissed her. She wraped her arms around his neck and he pulled her closer, embracing her waist.
The kiss got deeper while Scotty carried Lilly to her room.
This days, Lilly Rush still have the nightmare, the one she sees Scotty Valens, her husband and lover, be killed in front of her. But now he is there to hold her every time she awakes and calm her down with gentle words and love declarations.
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She heard the shot. And she couldn’t do anything to stop the bullet from getting into the target. She wanted it. Desperately. But she couldn’t. That bastard had tied her so she couldn’t move. And he was torturing her, forcing her to watch while he killed the man she loved.
Yes. Loved. She knew it, but prefered to lie to herself, so she wouldn’t get hurt again. But she couldn’t deny the feelings she had, not anymore.
Lilly gasped in pain when the man felt to the ground, blood appearing on his white shirt. Tears falled from her eyes while she yelled his name.
Lilly Rush awoke scared, his name on her lips. The low light on her room calmed her down. She was safe. He was safe. There was no need to worry.
She got up and went straight to the shower, letting the warm water hit her back and calm her down. Her breath returned to normal and she smiled a little, not aware that her usually pale face was even paler.
When he got into work, she was already there. She resisted the urge to wrap her arms around him and kiss him breathtaking. She was just glad he was fine.
The day was normal, nothing to do except paperwork. She kept reminding herself she shouldn’t be looking at him like she was, but she failed every single time.
Scotty Valens had realized Lilly was looking at him like she was relieved. And he wanted to know why. But she wouldn’t let him in, not now. Thinking on a way to get the answer from her, he kept doing paperwork.
Lilly was tired. Tired of being strong, tired of hiding her emtions, tired of everything. And just now, all she wanted was to get home and sleep. While she was sleeping, she could almost forgot everything that she hated about her life.
She sat on the couch for a few minutes. The the door bell rang.
Scotty? – asked her, surprised by seeing him in front of her. He smiled.
Hey, Lil. Are you ok? – asked he, concern evident on his eyes and voice.
Yes. Why?
Well, you seemed a little distracted today.
His answer took her breath. If he only knew...
I’m fine, Scotty, really.
Are you sure?
Yes, I’m sure. You want to come in?
Am I bothering you or anything?
No, it’s ok.
They sat on the couch and talked about light things for a while. Then, for her own surprise, Lilly found herself telling him everything about her nightmare. When she finished, she felt tears on her eyes and let the fall free on her face.
Scotty knelt beside her. He wiped her tears with his thumbs and gently kissed her. She wraped her arms around his neck and he pulled her closer, embracing her waist.
The kiss got deeper while Scotty carried Lilly to her room.
This days, Lilly Rush still have the nightmare, the one she sees Scotty Valens, her husband and lover, be killed in front of her. But now he is there to hold her every time she awakes and calm her down with gentle words and love declarations.