A lot of people say life isn't complete without friendships. That you can't get through life's toughest challenges without the support of friends by your side. In the past two years I have discovered for myself how true those sayings really are. Since finishing high school I haven't had a lot of close friendships, or much social interaction with others. All I really wanted was to have a close friend again.
It was late 2012...and I'll never forget it. I was at the stage of trying to buy a new car, but I didn't know how to pick out a reliable one or even what to look for. One of my mum's friends,...
I'm lying in my bed As tears roll over my face I'm staring at the ceiling Wondering if anyone up there can hear my prayers
Even though we could never be I still want no one else Guess it's gonna be a lifetime with no one but myself Unless I
Take a chance and take a trip to the UK Tell you face to face That you're the only one for me It would take a lot of courage But nothing's asked too much If it bring me to the one I need 'Cause you belong with me
But as I think it over You might turn me down and tell me to look elsewhere And my heart will break But of that you won't be aware
Daddy thinks I’m afraid I’m afraid of never finding a love that fits me Well, he’s right in a way Because everyday I fear more that we will never be
I’m zoning out on you and I can’t breathe You’re haunting my thoughts so I can’t sleep And even though I know we could never be I don’t wanna lose this fantasy
Can I just close my eyes And imagine you are next to me Can I just pretend my life to be so much more than it seems Can I just ignore the pain Can I please cross your way It’s so hard to keep it inside I just wanna love you, can I
Mommy mocks the fact I once I once loved you but doesn’t...
I don’t want to look into your eyes I don’t want to hear your name I don’t want to talk about you If we can’t be endgame I’ve tried to forget about you I fell in love quite some times But you are the only one Who always stayed in the back of my mind
But I know It’s impossible, this fantasy I should let go if I know what’s good for me I could try to pretend you don’t exist But I doubt that’s gonna change things one bit It doesn’t matter if this is true love Because sometimes that is just not enough
I don’t want to cry each time I come to realize That this dream of you and I Will never come...