i woke with the sun lieing on my legs, and alone,
i rolled to see jacobs side empty, but what could i expect, this was the morning routine, the way it was was since our marriage five months ago.
he had his werewolf duties along side sam.I dont know why this morning felt different to every other.i had a feeling today was different, like for some reason today is a day i was going to remember and jacob wasnt there to see what it was.
It was early 9.00, and i was shocked to see the sun, out , instead of the gloomy clouds as always.
I had hoped to raise Tanna in Pheonix, in the sun and the heat,...

Alice..

why do i still say Alice?... start again

Dear Bella... *who was i kidding.. not myself.*

now im starting to talk to myself, . If im going to do this, i should make it a diary.no. i hope no-one ever reads this... they will think im crazy.. but arent anyway, according to jessica and her new cult...
Anyway. Today started to the sound of rain, like it always did, ever since you's left.The sound makes me restless,like it did when i first came here. i had a bad dream. you were in it. It so depressing,, not like i cant tell the difference anymore.
Jake kissed me today. i couldnt back out,...

i opened my eyelids to see my mother hiding in my fathers arms looking so sad like someone had just died. "mum....?" i whispered knowing she could hear. "nessie something horrible has happened"
she spoke in a soft but sad tone. My dad helped her outside where she sat next to esme who's back was turned so i couldn't see her face. Rose and emmet sat next to them hand in hand and looking even sader than mum. Dad pulled a chair next to the bed and looked at me. His golden eyes filled with sadness. "nessie, you are sick and even though this is a hard time for us you will not be allowed to cry." he...

Esme: So Carlisle, hunnybunchsugarpiebubblegumyumyumbabyhuggybear,
as I was saying, i really think that Rosalie should dye her hair red.

Carlisle: And why is that Esme, myonetruelovesentfromheaventosavemefromthepitsofhellinearth?

Esme: Cz i said so. *holds knife*

Carlisle:Okay...........

Bella: *sits between them* i thought you couldn't kill a vampire with a knife.

Esme: *hides knife* what knife? do you see any knives here muffincakes? *glares at muffincakes, ahem, Carlisle*

Bella: you're very forgetful Esme. The one you hid just now, silly silly Esme *shakes head. Look! Edward's gracefully skipping...

I knew you where a vampire, and you seemed like a belle. I find it very ironic that you of all people showed up, just after I started buying shit tons of sand from your now employer. This is how I get to know you. I am the wicked which of central, the only one not deceased. I am 13 similar to 11 from stranger things, predator from universe 13. Nanahuatl otherwise know as sauron, when a slave to Satan. I suppose you work for Satan as most movies do. Is this a trap? I usually break up with movies, except my loves who are deceased. I have 3 v devices and a few v minus, vampires hate them. I also...

These are my fave quotes from the Eclipse book and movie.I hope you enjoy them.

The word boyfriend had me chewing on the inside of my cheek with a familiar tension while I stirred. It wasn’t the right word, not at all. I needed something more expressive of eternal commitment… But words like destiny and fate sounded hokey when you used them in casual conversation.

Bella Swan, Eclipse, Chapter 1, p.6

It worked — your cooking skills have me soft as a marshmallow.

Bella Swan, Eclipse, Chapter 1, p.9

I wrenched the door out of my way — ridiculously eager — and there he was, my personal...

Edward softly pressed his smooth, porcelain finger to my lips as I feebly attempted to protest his anniversary surprise. “Shh, Bella, my love,” he whispered in my ear, his sweet breath finding its way to my nose, intoxicating me. “I promise I haven’t done anything outrageous or overly extravagant. But it is August 13th – our second anniversary, love. You had to have expected something.” His perfect, angelic crooked grin widened, brightening up his buttery golden eyes and causing me to entirely lose my train of thought.

Edward was good at that.

When he realized I was mentally crippled...

Hi, this is the 17th chapter of My True Love. Some of you may have not read it, if you havent then please read on, but you might want to go and check out the others first (they are all on my page) the next-and last!- chapter will be posted in a few days so, keep and eye out and I hope you enjoy!
Love Twilightsauce

We had all come here for a picnic today, in the meadow, because it was a sunny day. We were all here the whole pack and all of the Cullen’s. The meadow was deserted and it looked peaceful and serene with rainbow spots dancing around.
Nessie was heavily pregnant and our baby was due...

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osalie and Renesmee went hunting together today, alone. It was hard to pry Nessie away from Jacob, but Rosalie… well, has a way with words. She can leave even Jacob speechless, sometimes. Her love for Nessie is immeasurable, though. Rosalie can fill some of the void that plagues her existence by having Nessie around. The main reason Rosalie dislikes being what we are… vampires, is because she will never be able to birth her own child, be a mother. For that, she has an excessive amount of resentment towards me. I managed to enter this ceaseless life with...

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We wanted to have Jacob present while Charlie was reintroduced to Nessie, as an immortal. She always feels safest when Jacob’s around. Charlie reassured us about a hundred times that he was ready to see Nessie, so we finally brought her to the Cullen’s house so she could meet the grandfather she would now have in her life, forever.

Carlisle was having a difficult time understanding why Charlie and I weren’t completely savage after being turned. He has a new theory about it. Carlisle theorizes that humans who were turned by vegetarian vampires, are more...

Hey guys, this is my first Fan fic, i don't think i'm a good writer but i just thought i would try. Also thank you to Keppie who without her i wouldn't have made half of this story.


Bella's POV


I pulled into my driveway in my old, red Chevy truck, i had, had a very long day and i was tired and exhausted, all i wanted to do was go too sleep.

*Flashback*

Edward and his family were all on a hunting trip, leaving me behind with nothing to do all day except go to school. Atleast if they all went this was a short trip, so Edward would be home tomorrow morning when i wake up. I still remember the...

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Edward, Nessie and I spent the day with Charlie and Sue. Sue cooked a huge dinner, actually. We had insisted on coming over after dinner, and insisted… and insisted. They didn’t seem to want to take “no” for an answer however. Once there, we had to play it off like we had forgotten and already ate. That was odd. Something I’m getting somewhat used to though.

After dinner I helped Sue clean the table and dishes. She had accidentally bumped into me and had a shocked look on her face. I half smiled at her before she blurted out “Wow Bella, your body...

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Sorry this chapter has taken so long -my computer brok so I had to re write it!!!- but enjoy!
Amber

Running, breathing, living, hunting, fighting and Jake. These were the only five words running through my head right now. We hadn’t been running long and I was still at the front of the circle with Jake. As we ran I could almost smell the danger approaching us. I knew that the others were trying not to show their anxiety around me but I knew that these newborns weren’t as new any more and were becoming better fighters by the day.
“Stop,” I herd Alice call from behind me, “The newborns...

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Sorry for the delay I have had some sever mental block and I couldnt think of anything to write LOL! Enjoy chapter 12 and remember to feedback and keep looking for chapter 13! Amber/Twilightsauce.


I smiled as my eyelids fluttered open. The sun was streaming in through the window making my skin glitter in a mysterious way but not sparkling like the rest of my vampire family. I knew that Jacob was awake because everything was silent- Jake was the LOUDEST snorer ever. I propped myself up on two of the fluffy pillows to get a better view of his face. Jacobs’s eyes were closed but he had...

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"bella"
i rolled towards the voice, it was a instant recreation, a reflex, something my body always did for taht voice.
i fluttered my eyes to open, to see a fuzzy black shadow kneeled before me. I groaned, i was soo tired, i that i swear i could jsut crash in front of them.
"Bella" he whispered. i felt his cool breath on my face. oh the smell. I swear the smell was jsut intoxicating, the smell that i remembered anywhere no matter how long i had been without it.
It was somthing no matter how much to lenght of time, this habit never died out....

it was the day before my 16th birthday and after that i would be as big as i ever would be i would be more grown up than ever and even better, i would be with jake, the love of my life. i lay on my bed not moving so that none of my family could hear. It was impossible for me to have a midnight snack because my mother was always up never sleeping and so was my dad and the other cullens.
But then again my parents wanted me to have a midnight snack because that was the rare occasion that i ate normal food. I nimbly tiptoed down the stairs and went to check on jake. i was a bit puzzled at why no...

I am sorry the chapters are so short, I will try to make them longer. Thankz for reading, I hope you enjoy.


“We ran as fast as we could but they had a car waiting on the highway. We know who it is and so dose Nessie!” Alice exclaimed in a high pitched voice handing me a crumpled branch. I sniffed it delicately. Everybody held their breath awaiting my reaction.
All of my memories came flooding back to me as I arched my back and flipped back into a low crouch feeling a sudden burst of energy. I knew this scent; it was Nahul’s the only half vampire half human boy in existence.
“How could...

This chapter is for Holly_Twilight. Thankz!

As we pulled up at the Denali covens house Jacob helped me out of the car and then carried me in the house.
“Nessie, Bella, Alice, Rose, Esme;” Kate called as she came running out of the house “guess what, Garret proposed!” she squealed as she skidded to a stop besides Jacob and me.
“Sorry Jacob, but I’m going to be needing all the girls for the time being,” she giggled, “Oh Ness, I knew you would be bad but you look awful honey!” she said sympathetically.
“Kate, I think I want to stay with Jacob, if that ok with you. But congratulations...

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I couldn’t have prepared myself enough for how deeply consumed I would become with reading Edward’s Diary. It’s been absolutely heartbreaking reading the black book with the red ribbon wrapped around it. The one from before Edward met me.

I’m not ready to post one of his diary entries yet, but one quote from what I’ve read has stood out more so than anything I’ve read so far in his diary -more than anything Edward has ever said.

“The days flow into the nights. There’s no separation between the two. I have nothing to live for - yet here I am,...