hey boo. I dunno, I just felt like writing something for you. Remember how many articles we used to write for each other here? I just wanted to bring that back, and I felt like I just wanted a chance to express myself a little in just a monotonous never-ending ramble.
So anyway, I know that everything i'm gonna say i've said a million times over but that's okay I guess, that we've become an old married couple, like i'm chill with that :P I know I always call you my everything but like I sincerely mean that. Beyond doubt, you are my everything. You make me remember how to breathe and how to stay alive and how to just… be me. I forget a lot. Sometimes my thoughts lift me away from myself and idk I just think weird things and do weird things that aren't me maybe. You give me hope that I can be a good person, that I don't have to be derived wholly from my past or what I think of myself. That touches me beyond my comprehension. You always make time for me and I know you would do anything for me, I know that, I can feel that. I feel our connection every time we talk. Like I said, you have the ability to make things beautiful and you've painted my monochrome world with vibrant shades of pinks and oranges. I guess I feel like a sunset in your presence, that even though im low and about to disappear soon, the night won't be the end of me. It'll feel like it sometimes but I'll rise again. Idk babe. You're like my moon and stars and the world I possess. You bring me back to earth, and you've shown me what deep love feels like. I owe you everything because you give me all of yourself. You've never done anything half-heartedly, you've put your all into everything you touch, for better or worse. I admire that. I really do.
I know what we've been through, and some of the shit that's happened between you and me but look at us now. I think we've created something beautiful and timeless in the essence of our friendship. I know you feel like you don't deserve me but without you, I know I wouldn't be here. I know that even if I figured out a way to stay alive, I would be like a shadow, nothing, numb. I wouldn't have a purpose. Now I do. You give me a reason to wake up, to feel, to be.
Rachel, I need you in my life because I have tasted the world without you and I don't like it at all. I think we can make each other strong and beautiful. I do. I feel like I don't deserve you in my life because I haven't done much to earn such fierce loyalty. Sometimes I have doubts about us but I know that's just weakness speaking. The weight of who we are together outweighs who we are apart by wavelengths.
I love you so much. More than I can explain, I hope I never take you for granted. You are the moon to my sun. The stars can be muted by the hurt you feel, and the ruin that’s happened in your sky but when you release them, they are dazzling. Let them shine x
"We are stardust stories, my darling. Things like us only exist in dreams."
So anyway, I know that everything i'm gonna say i've said a million times over but that's okay I guess, that we've become an old married couple, like i'm chill with that :P I know I always call you my everything but like I sincerely mean that. Beyond doubt, you are my everything. You make me remember how to breathe and how to stay alive and how to just… be me. I forget a lot. Sometimes my thoughts lift me away from myself and idk I just think weird things and do weird things that aren't me maybe. You give me hope that I can be a good person, that I don't have to be derived wholly from my past or what I think of myself. That touches me beyond my comprehension. You always make time for me and I know you would do anything for me, I know that, I can feel that. I feel our connection every time we talk. Like I said, you have the ability to make things beautiful and you've painted my monochrome world with vibrant shades of pinks and oranges. I guess I feel like a sunset in your presence, that even though im low and about to disappear soon, the night won't be the end of me. It'll feel like it sometimes but I'll rise again. Idk babe. You're like my moon and stars and the world I possess. You bring me back to earth, and you've shown me what deep love feels like. I owe you everything because you give me all of yourself. You've never done anything half-heartedly, you've put your all into everything you touch, for better or worse. I admire that. I really do.
I know what we've been through, and some of the shit that's happened between you and me but look at us now. I think we've created something beautiful and timeless in the essence of our friendship. I know you feel like you don't deserve me but without you, I know I wouldn't be here. I know that even if I figured out a way to stay alive, I would be like a shadow, nothing, numb. I wouldn't have a purpose. Now I do. You give me a reason to wake up, to feel, to be.
Rachel, I need you in my life because I have tasted the world without you and I don't like it at all. I think we can make each other strong and beautiful. I do. I feel like I don't deserve you in my life because I haven't done much to earn such fierce loyalty. Sometimes I have doubts about us but I know that's just weakness speaking. The weight of who we are together outweighs who we are apart by wavelengths.
I love you so much. More than I can explain, I hope I never take you for granted. You are the moon to my sun. The stars can be muted by the hurt you feel, and the ruin that’s happened in your sky but when you release them, they are dazzling. Let them shine x
"We are stardust stories, my darling. Things like us only exist in dreams."
i literally do x
your goddess
your king
our god x
the jake to my nessie
My ZaynQueen xx
