It had been 3 hours from the Jamie and Landon wedding. She was so beautiful in that dress. Landon looked breathlessly as she came down the aisle. She smiled at Landon and never wanted to be without him ever again.
"I somberly swear to take Jamie Elizabeth Sullivan to be my lawfully wedding wife" Landon said. "I somberly swear to take Landon Rollins Carter to be my lawfully wedding husband" Jamie said. "I pronounce you husband and wife" Hegbert said.
After the wedding
I didn't know what Landon had planned for tonight, he'd seemed very secretive today and almost all week. I half expected him to do something.
After all this was Landon Carter.
He was coming over at 6:30. I had begun to get ready at 6:00, since I didn't need too much time, since it seems a little difficult for me to look slightly decent these days. But Landon still insists that I am beautiful, no matter what in his eyes.
So, I put on my blue flowered dress, and my pink sweater that he'd given me. I pulled my hair back into a loose ponytail just as he...
I miss you, I miss you. I miss you so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in love with you. My memories keep looking for you but find that you're not here with me anymore.
[i]I miss you, I miss you. I miss you so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in love with you. My memories keep looking for you but find that you're not here with me anymore.[/i[
The next day, after eating breakfast, you and Randy go to the beach together. It's kinda empty cuz it's early in the morning. You and Randy just...
Wedding bells ring and the music plays for the bride. The doors open and the whole church congregation is there with school mates as well. They all turn around to see you with a beautiful wedding dress on, being led down the aisle by Randy's father.
You walk down the aisle, feeling your heart beat so fast and hard that it could kill you right there. You look to see Randy's face and it's like this:
I was too sick to say anything, please understand and forgive me.
After you've woken up with the whole family beside you, the doctor lets you go and assigns you a personal doctor that will come weekly to your house to check on you. You go back to the house and you lie on the couch with the whole family near you just watching TV.
Mark: I can't stand this!
Jill: Oh god you scared me Mark!
Tim: Why? What's wrong?
Mark: Jamie is sick right now and we're all just watching TV?
You and Randy are in bed together, just lieing there satisfied with each other's presence.
Randy: How hurt were you when...when all those times I left you?
Jamie: ...well a lot I guess. I mean I liked you so much those times and I have you a chance to leave me before but you didn't. Then when you did...yah.
Randy: I'm sorry. I hurt too Jamie. I mean those few times when you left me, I felt like I wanted to cry and rip myself apart. *laughs* It sounds kinda funny but I really felt like that. I just...I'm sorry. All...
Randy goes in your room when the doctor said it was ok. He sees you sleeping and he can smell the bleach from cleaning up your blood. He grabs a chair and sits next to you. He holds your hand and feels it cold. He warms them up for you by breathing on them. Randy starts tearing up again and his tear drops fall on your hand. He quickly wipes them off your hand...
You wake up to see Randy asleep on the chair next to your bed. You look around and you realize your in a hospital. You can't remember anything that happened to you before except the dizziness you felt back at Randy's...
Randy sees you go to the bathroom alone, wanting to wash your face. He held his tears back well, not letting one single drop fall when being with you.
Randy: I'm gonna go out to get some air.
Randy walks out of the hospital and sits on the stairs. His held back tears fall to the ground like a smooth river flowing. He covers his hand to his mouth, trying to not make any noises. The images of you crying your heart out, shouting that you wanted to live, comes to his mind...